life is just horrible and last week was eventful in some way. i tried to kill myself.
yes, i can say that casually.
i tried to kill myself.
because everything is just so hard, and i can't take it anymore.
or maybe i'm just bored.
and i think i've found 2 real friends offline. that's good news. i guess.
i just wonder how things will be when my body is bleeding to death.
then i'll die.
maybe i should leave a suicide note, and put my blood on it.
that would be pretty.
i wish i was more interesting so i could write more stuff, or people would read about it. but no.
i just want to kill myself.