I need to sort out my thoughts right now. This week has just been hectic. school, midterms, dance, work &more work &plus babysitting and trying to catch up on some sleep. I've been away from church for awhile so it was cool seeing people again. We had to practice since we're performing tomorrow at 11pm. Left 12am &got home 1am. Now I'm just trying to pack for tomorrow. But earlier tonight at 10pm, I got a phone call from my dad. He just got off work (unusual)... he lost his job and he wanted us to come home. His branch closed which is weird because it's the main branch in Temecula. But still, just hearing him over the phone was hard. I feel so helpless &wish for something that I could do. It's hard to see your parents so vulnerable. It's okay, I have faith in God, he has a plan for dad and for us. It just sucks because our weekend/my mom's birthday plans has failed since dad has to go to work to wrap up things. Stupid economy.
Pray. Hope. Believe.