rachelstarlive

COMING SOON

The trailer for my new horror comedy short, “MOM”.

…also… I suck at making trailers. 

Want to help me promote my new short “MOM”? I shall give you a free exclusive DVD of “MOM” for the support.  :D

Just email me at rachel@rachelstarlive.com if you would like to!

Dear Computer,

Please stop stalling out on me and breaking. I have a lot of work to have you do before Friday. 

Sincerely,

Rachel

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Dear Rachel,

Imma a computer B! An F-ing MacBook at that! I do what I want!

With Love,

Computer

“To create you must give up control”

Waiting to give blood…. Slow red cross workers

Late night audio recording session.

Why hello there

Great band

New RSL stunt vid, “Watermelon Boob Crush”… I actually just shot this solely for a new TV show as a trial but you may see it

My problem is not that I’m afraid… I’m never afraid. I don’t have “normal people” fears. A lot of people think it’s cause I have schizo but honestly I was brought up in a family that wasn’t afraid of anything and shunned fear. 

So why have I been so suck lately? I don’t know.

My mental disorder has been a butt lately, my brain has been numb and detached. It’s like half of it is asleep and I can’t figure out how to wake up.

yay for Karmin

Last pic till I get bored again. *sigh*

I have discovered that I suck at spider solitare

Editing vid at work

“American Ninja Warrior” premiers tonight on G4 at 9 and tomorrow night on NBC at 9!

“I’ve read you’re a great disappointment.”
“I am great.”
-Wrath of the Titans

New Vid, “TV Appearance” with info about my appearance on “American Ninja Warrior” and behind the scenes pics!!!

New Video- Dealing With Hallucinations

Tips I have found to dealing with hallucinations from mental disorders like schizophrenia.

Some links that may help:
http://www.webmd.com/a-to-z-guides/schizophrenia-helping-someone-who-is-hallu…
http://www.everydayhealth.com/schizophrenia/hallucinations-and-delusions.aspx
http://www.everydayhealth.com/alzheimers/alzheimers-hallucinations-and-delusi…
http://www.dementiacarecentral.com/caregiverinfo/hallucinations-and-delusions
http://psychcentral.com/disorders/schizophrenia/
http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/schizophrenia/DS00196/DSECTION=coping-and-su…
http://psychcentral.com/lib/2006/helpful-hints-about-schizophrenia-for-family…

If you have a tips or advice that helps you email them to me: rachel@rachelstarlive.com And I can make another video sharing them. Don’t worry I will not share your name or info in the video.

I might have squealed very loudly when I found out late last night that I would be featured in some DC comics. And by “I” as in “me”, I mean not at all really. BUT American Ninja Warrior partnered with DC Comics to do a four part mini comic in the normal DC Comics about a Gotham Police Cadet that is training to be in American Ninja Warrior. The Cadet is based on real contestants… sadly for me like 90% of the contestants were white males… so yeah… he looks nothing like me in any way other than white-ness… 

I am still excited because this is most likely as close as I will ever come to being in a real comic and FREAKING BATMAN IS IN IT WITH ME (yeah I’m still saying me). 

So I rolled into the comic book shop and bought $35 worth of comics today. One of which I did my own alterations too to better portray me and how it would have actually went down… notice the last two pics. 

I did excitedly show my parents… and they made that exact same face that Batman is in the last pic… 

That’s right one more boarder-line creepy picture before bed.