Denise Ngo
Freelance web writer and Managing Editor at Lovelyish.com
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If people made boxes of puppies more easily available this could all be avoided.
this is pretty accurate
Doctor Who Meets Disney | Karen Hallion
This song always reminds me of New York. Not because I listened to it when I was there. By the time it came out, I was already living in Taiwan and going through my “indie electro” phase. I hated living there. So to keep myself a New Yorker at heart, I listened to music that I knew our local radio stations wouldn’t play. Every day, I would trawl Pitchfork and Hypem to look for something that was a little esoteric, but not too challenging for my pedestrian tastes. And that’s how I found “Midnight City,” by M83. I hear it, and it’s like I’m in Manhattan again. For four minutes and three seconds, I’m 22, and shuffling to my office 27th and 7th while avoiding eye contact with the students loitering outside of F.I.T. It’s windy out, my hair’s still damp from my morning shower, and I’m fishing out the dimes that have slipped through the holes inside my coat pockets. I listen to the song a second time, and I’m outside of K-Town, awaiting a friend who will insist that we get Pinkberry after dinner even though it’s barely 40 degrees out. I listen to it a third time, and I’m walking past that dorm in NYU with a facade that looks like a church. I’m waiting for somebody. I always am, in these imaginings. It’s always winter, and I am always outside. But then those four minutes are over, and I either hit “repeat” or I venture into the living room, where my mother passes the time by combing out the knots in our dog’s fur.
Now that I’m living in Singapore, I don’t seek out music like this anymore. I don’t know if I ever really liked it, or if i just liked what it sustained in me. You would think that “Midnight City” would remind me of those afternoons in my Taiwan bedroom, which I left only to pee or help my mom set the table. But no. The synth comes on and in my mind, I’m among skyscrapers and $1 pizza joints again
I realize now that’s not my actual life in New York that I return to when listening to this song, but the fantasy that I inhabited during that year I lived in Taiwan. And maybe that’s why the effect is uncomfortable, rather than nostalgic — because it reminds me of a place, and of a life, that I created and have since outgrown. Of the New York I could have had, and that persists only in daydreams.
“Though much is taken, much abides; and though
We are not now that strength which in old days
Moved earth and heaven, that which we are, we are,
One equal temper of heroic hearts,
Made weak by time and fate, but strong in will
To strive, to seek, to find, and not to yield.”
- Lord Alfred Tennyson, Ulysses
I said to my soul, be still, and wait without hope For hope would be hope for the wrong thing; wait without love For love would be love of the wrong thing; there is yet faith But the faith and the love and the hope are all in the waiting.
TS Eliot, "East Coker"
“And the only solution was to stand and fight,
And my body was bruised and
I was set alight,
But you came over me like some holy rite,
And although I was burning,
You’re the only light.”
Florence and the Machine - Only if for a Night
During the sleepless hours of the night a thought came to me that seemed important. I got up in the dark and wrote it down. In the morning I read: “I went looking for loneliness. But it found me.
“This is what the Sovereign LORD says to these bones: I will make breath enter you, and you will come to life.” - Ezekiel 37:5
It’s nice to see a New Year’s Wish rendered as a poster…
I can’t believe my poster was reblogged by Neil Gaiman on his official Tumblr! I feel all kinds of special now xD (even though someone reposted it, which makes me feel not so special, but then again, I’m just happy he got to see it :D)
One more time people, we’re almost there, Happy New Year! ^^
#HADES IS SASSY GAY FRIEND #GIRL DON’T WASTE YOUR LIFE ON A GUY #BUY HIS ACTION FIGURE INSTEAD IT CAPTURES HIS BEST SIDE SO WELL #HE ALMOST GETS CRUSHED BY A PILLAR SO WE SACRIFICE OURSELVES?! #YOU DO CRAZY THINGS WHEN YOU’RE IN LOVE? YEAH CRAZY. NOT SUICIDAL. #PUT WONDERBOY DOWN AND COME TO THE SANDAL SALE WITH ME #THEY JUST GOT SOME GREAT NEW PINK ONES IN YOUR SIZE #THEY’LL REALLY WEIGH OUT YOUR HIPS
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Experience
- Jan 2012 - PresentSenior Producer, xinmsn.com (MSN Singapore) / MediaCorp Pte Ltd
- Oct 2010 - PresentFreelance Writer / Self-EmployedRegular contributor to PopSci.com and YourTango.com. Published in Fox News, MSNBC, and Yahoo. Articles cited in The Atlantic Wire, The Frisky, and Gizmodo, among others.
- Dec 2010 - PresentManaging Editor, Lovelyish.com / Xanga.comWrote, assigned, and promoted content for Lovelyish.com, a pop culture and fashion website popular with the 18 - 24 demographic. Efforts directly enabled growth from 200k unique monthly unique visitors to half a million per month; boosted traffic from 1.3 million to 2 million unique visits during my 10 month tenure. Supervised team of 10 - 15 writers and interns. Launched Lovelyish Tumblr account, which gained 400 followers in just one week.
- Mar 2010 - PresentPopular Science Web Intern / Bonnier Corporation- Research trending topics and stories using Google Reader and Twitter. Pass relevant links to editors and freelancers. - Use Drupal 5.0 to produce blog posts and photo galleries for PopSci.com's front page - Upload and reformat magazine content to feature on PopSci.com - Crop and edit images using Adobe Photoshop CS4 - Calculate invoices
- Oct 2009 - PresentYourTango.com Editorial Intern / Tango MediaProduce content in CMS by writing heds and deks, inserting tags, cropping photos, tweaking HTML, adding related links, and editing format. Research and brainstorm stories, provided senior editors with links to relevant articles. Write blog entries covering general news and singles/dating beats. Maintain and contribute to office Google Documents, calendars.
- Sept 2009 - PresentIntern / Denise Marcil Literary Agency, Inc.Processed and prepared contracts, reversions, and royalties to archive. Reviewed query letters Reviewed manuscript submissions and wrote reports on their suitability for publication. Provided administrative support: filing and organizing contracts, recording sales information in database, covering phones, transcribing notes.
- Sept 2009 - PresentRelationships and Culture Writer / ChickSpeak.com
- Jun 2008 - PresentEditorial Intern / Xanga.comEdited Revelife.com and Lovelyish.com Selected, copy-edited, and scheduled posts to be featured on each site's front page. Managed and recruited teams of 8 to 10 regular bloggers. Corresponded with commenters. Used SEO, web analytics, and demographic analysis to brainstorm content features and develop overall creative strategy.
- Jan 2007 - PresentSection Editor / The Fordham RamCo-edited the Features section Assigned stories to staff reporters Conducted interviews with members of the faculty and student body Created page layouts using Adobe InDesign CS3
- Jan 2008 - PresentEditorial Intern, Working Mother Magazine / Working Mother Media
Education
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2005 - 2009Fordham UniversityEnglish, Communication & Media Studies in Creative Writing, JournalismActivities: The Ram, Orchestra, Asian Cultural Exchange, Christian Life Communities
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1993 - 2005Morrison AcademyActivities: Yearbook Co-Editor, 2004 - 2005