Kissonyou

❝ Don’t ever resent where you’re at or where you’ve been. And don’t ever stop believing that tomorrow can be full of light, no matter how dark today may seem. ❞

7am in the morning, I can't wait for school to end already! Thank God the school gave us a 3 day holiday starting from this Wednesday or I'll most probably be in the state of despair.

Just last Friday, I let my emotions get the better of me and had to leave class or risk breaking down in front of my classmates. No way I'm gonna let that happen so skipping class was my only choice. What's more, I was wasting my time in class surfing the net. Don't see a point in staying either.
It only showed me a lot on Friday. That when no one in class was willing to help, my friends from Swiss would always be there. They called up friends whom might be able to help me, sought help from various teachers etc. Like I said, my friends from Swiss dotes on me the best.
Probably why I have to have them around now.
I guess that calls for a partial attendance and and "F" for my grading for my Friday class now.
OH WELLZ.

And before I start heading to school, here's just a "I'm still alive and kicking" shout out to the rest of you who's still reading my blog there.

I love Pop Culture.
I appreciate their music, I love their songs.
But they changed us, our values and what we were initially taught.

You see a woman on the magazine posing happily, out of wed lock.
More and more youths having sex like there's nothing wrong.
What happened to our moral, what happened to what's supposed to be bad and what's not.

Touch your hearts.
It's filled all dirty with lies, lust. You think of taking drugs.
Don't blame society, it didn't change us.

You did.

Hey guys!!
I just came home from Yanting's house last night and was mad tired, I fell asleep while uploading these photos up on my blog.

Both Yanting and I trained over to Gombak after school to meet Shushia at Shakery for Dinner.
OH DAMN WE MISSED THAT PLACE. And I miss school food but nope, no chance for school food >):

More than the food I miss, since it was just cup noodles, I miss the familiar environment I have been eating at for 5 years. Shakery and school

Tomorrow will be the start of my school and that (I know I'm repeating myself but..) will mean a whole new environment.
I'm not feeling as anxious as that time I was the day before my orientation though! Just merely ranting here because I know I will miss Swiss so damn much!! Wearing my uniform and my trademark, the short skirt, PE lessons with my class, band, seeing my juniors and everyone I know in canteen, having random chat with people I know along the corridoor and sorts. Life will be so damn different without Swiss.

It's also be weird as well that I'll stop travelling towards gombak and instead, travel towards the other direction ):
Whatever it is, it's a new start and I'm gonna be positive about it.


Today's the last day of my orientation and as usual, I've made a fool of myself by entering the wrong class this time.
I read my class wrongly and Stanley called me to ask me for my class; realized we'll be in the same class and I thought it was pretty impossible. How can we be so damn fated to be in the same class when we are in two totally different schools?!?!?!

So we double checked and the smart me, checked for his name in the list instead of checking my own name agaist the list. Such a ding dong! Rawr!!

Thank God for my SL, Andrew!
I texted him asking him to save me cause I'm in the wrong class and once I got to my basecamp, he was there. Didn't expect him to be there at all!! All along I thought he would just tell me what to do and that's it.
He also volunteered to accompany me up to my class and sit in with me ^^
The first, sweet guy I've met in school!! Heheh. Can't thank him enough.

So long guys!! Don't like school but can't wait to meet new people.

Tomorrow is gonna be the start of my orientation and I've been feeling this anxiety since the time I woke up.

I can't handle being in a new environment and I've always been shy and afraid when I'm being placed in a new environment ALONE.

/:
Growing up and moving on in such a scary and sad thing.

Still, I'm glad to have my friends all around me, and that they understand how I feel and have been comforting me since this afternoon. I will miss Swiss so so so so so much.

HELLO PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After a super long week of meeting my friends, doing all the activities planned, birthday celebration and attending Swiss Serenade a biannual Concert............. I AM BACK TO BLOG!

It was really a week filled with activities planned from Monday to Sat (we decided to make good use of our last one week of the holiday)  and though I didn't have time for more important stuffs like painting my room and getting ready for school, I had fun :)

Every week starts with a Monday and like most people who had to wake up early to go to work/school, I had my Monday blues. Not that I had to go to school, it's still my holiday but blue because a new week meant that it's a week less before the holidays end and it'll mean going to school in a total whole new environment.

Still, I decided to force myself out of bed early in the Morning to prepare and get ready for 5N's Combined Class outing.

Stopped by Starbucks at vivo to get myself a cup of hot chocolate to cheer myself up. (Nope, it didn't do the trick.) Watch my money flyyy~

I was viewing my blog just an hour ago and I see the drastic change in the number of posts I have this year compared to in the past.

I have like at least an average of 40+ posts every month in 2010. NO JOKE!! Go check if you wanna.
Then, an average of 17 posts every month in 2011 and this year it barely hit 12 posts a month.
Pretty much like a dying blog huh.

I guess I'm just not as motivated as I was in the past to blog.
I have been so busy with life, sleeping at home day in and day out or I would be away from home the whole day.
So when I'm at home, there's nothing really to blog about except for how I spent my whole day watching Dirty Soap, Scouted etc and laying in bed. When I'm out, I'm out for a whole day so I don't have time to blog when I get home.
SOMEONE GIVE ME A LIFE!

Not only am I not motivated to blog because of my daily routine lying in bed and all, I am more reluctant to blog because I've lost so sosososososo many readers since 1 year ago.
The only reason why I am still blogging is just for keepsake or I think it's actually as good as dead.

A "living" blog without readers is a dead blog.




Apart from lying in bed sleeping whatsoever, I've also been (still) trying to pack my room. I'm kinda wondering if my room would really ever be refurbished or not already.
Everything just seems so impossible to happen right now. Especially after my mum told me that she'll not be hiring anyone to paint my room and that I had to do it on my own.

Though discouraging but understandable. After all it's not even half way through the year and I've already burned a pretty big hole in my dad's pocket (I guess so but hope not).

I've gotten my blackberry in Feb, they have to pay for my enrollment fees for poly (school fees not included yet. WHO KNEW GOING TO JC IS ACTUALLY SO MUCH CHEAPER THAN POLY?!), they've gotten me my macbook and they still have to spend a huge sum of money for my room.
Guilty, yes, I definitely feel guilty but just a little. More than feeing guilty, I am really thankful for my parents.
Though they are both now very caught up in their work, dad has to go for business trip and he is more busy than ever and my mum has to continue doing her research while her business just started. Both my parents hardly have time for me now. BUT STILL, I thank them for sacrificing so much for us. -Both my brothers and I.

As I was saying, other than sleeping, packing my room, I've been eating, eating and eating.

Just watched the movie "The Hunter Games" over at CWP yesterday with Aiksoon, Shushia and Yanting.
In my opinion, the movie isn't like how people said to be. I think they kinda exaggerated how good it was.
Whatever it is, I think it's not bad. But just NOT BAD.

Other than that, I really dislike the whole time in the cinema. Not just because of the fact that I never liked going to a cinema for a movie but also because it was the worst experience in the movie EVER!
I was actually pretty excited for the movie and everything because I rarely watched a movie but everything inside just spoiled it. Just 10mins after we were seated down, I told them that the screen was too near. It was literally in my face and my ears hurt because the speakers were way too loud. Not only that, it was kinda screwed up -technical problem. Never mind about that but people were talking though out the whole movie!!!!! I was so annoyed, I started throwing popcorns at them. (I must say it was also because I was too bored). Conclusion, I just think it sucked.


Just in 2 more weeks, my orientation is gonna start which means, back to school, a new environment, new friends and a whole lot of things to get used to.
Unlike my friends, I AM SO NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO IT.

On a lighter note, I can't wait for next week!! My schedules are so packed for the first week of April! From class outing on the 2nd to chalet with the girls on the 3rd to 5th then Swiss Serenade on the 7th! Can't waitttttttt.

"When someone you love suffers frm the disease of addiction you await the phone call. The sincere hope is that the call will be from the addict telling you they’ve had enough, that they’re ready to stop, ready to try something new. Of course though, you fear the other call, the sad nocturnal chime from a friend or relative telling you it’s too late, he’s gone."

2 Saturdays ago, my mum brought my brother and I to the MBS for the Titanic exhibition, Andy Warhol exhibition and also to the skypark!

But before I continue, here's a warning.
Please note that this is just a photo bombing post!

And yes, you can continue if you want to.


Yeah, and did anyone of you go to ACJC's Fun-O-Rama?
My mum went to buy the stupid coupon for $10 just to support her school and didn't go for the carnival -.-

This shall be a super massive update post!

Other than spending my time at Chalet, going to work and more work, Picnic and all, I've been sort of wasting my holidays away instead of putting it into good use like............ uhmmmm, sorting out my life?

IDK, nothing I do seems to be something that won't make me feel like I'm wasting my life way :/
Do anyone of you get those feeling too?
Like you just have to have something to show at every end of the day that will make you feel like "HEY! I've done something that can make a difference to people!!"

):
URGH!!!!!!!!! I don't know. Maybe I'm just weird.

Anyhows, here's what I've been up to the past two weeks or so.

Ehhhhhhh, just a random photo of my Cricket collection. lol. Nothing to do with what I've been doing. My friend(s) gives me one each year! :)

Another delayed post!!

After 5 years together, we finally managed to organised a class chalet which was pretty successful and all of us can't wait for the next one!!

It was so awesome, we're thinking of having another one just next month or something. LOL. If you haven't met a crazy but awesome bunch of people, look no further. WE ARE HERE.

20th FEB - 22nd FEB @ Aloha Changi

Theo, Shushia, Aik Soon, Enze and Yanting met me earlier in the afternoon to accompany me over to the chalet so I could settle the planning and stuffs for the committee.

This is one super delayed post back in February.
There's no longer a drive in me to blog now that no one is really reading my blog any more compared to the past but I'm just gonna blog for keepsake purposes.

So on the 19th of Feb, we decided to give Fiona her 18th birthday surprise!!

We duped her into believing that it was just a normal outing for the 5 of us because we haven't met up in a very long time. So we decided to have a picnic at Marina Barrage!

LO AND BEHOLD,
Charman actually cooked for her friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Or maybe kinda...
(For those of you who didn't know, I have never cooked!)

HEHEHEH. I LOVED BACON VERY VERY MUCH

SAY WHATTTTTTT?

The title says it all.

I clearly remember the first time I bought my first pair of shoes on my own and right after that, I started buying more and more.
It's like an addiction. And shoes are one of the most gorgeous things to own in the world.
Match it with a simple top and it changes the whole feel that the outfit creates.

I think one of the best present anyone could ever give me other than those branded stuffs I would love to own like Prada wallet, balenciaga bags, PS1 bags, Celine bags and all which are insanely pricey would be shoes :)

And we all know this.