A Simple Bitch.

Life can be have a lot of way.
How to say?
Just like this earth we stand at.
There have a lot of way right?
Like when you wanted to go a shopping mall there can be lot of way to go.
Even thought, you can choose the short way or the long way.
Short way it may fast, but maybe that's not safe?
Long way takes time, but maybe that's more safe then short way?
Just like how you going through.
It might fail but fail is the mother of success.
Fail doesn't mean you're really fail forever.
And when you fail more you will learn more and growth.
Love did a same thing to us to.
Love make us cry. But the real love will never make people cry.
Real love will make you touch, not cry.
The tears for real love is worth.
Break up a relationship is not the end of the world.
Just like what we're talking. You can cut a three.
But you have to take so much time to cut a mountain's three.
That's really mean to something.
Like when you lost one three you can get a new three.
Maybe that's so hard to let you forget.
But you must forget it.
Because this is the only way to let you growth.
Forget it...
I walked way this before....
How can I forget it?
Spent my time in other things and make yourself like don't much time to think about it.
Yea, maybe sometimes you will cry like one night or two night.
But after you will learn cry is not the way to make yourself to forget.
Yea, maybe my advance is bad. But it's really work.
Not every relationship can be perfect.
100% sure that have some big fight.
And see how you deal with it.
For sure, yea... It's really pain in to your heart..
Like a knife inserted your heart.
But why you want to make yourself look ugly to go your life?
Why don't just be happy and look amazing to go your life?
Right isn't it?
Learn how to letting go is more important to get in to a relationship.
This is a fact.
Yea, human will get bored with a same thing.
Because human are selfish.
How to make a relationship not getting bored?
Not a big deal. Remember the moment that when you say "Hi" to each other.
Remember how's he/she making joke to you.
Joke can make a relationship longer and longer.
But not joke all the time... Just sometimes...
So, hope you guys will recognize what's called "LOVE".
Cheer baby.
Happy always.

I care my friend, I'm not joking. Because we did say "Hi" to each other!
I'll always here.

P/S : Cheer Chriz George.
I'm sorry, don't hate me for tagging you Chriz George. ;)

After I watch @katyperry's firework music video I felt like crying and rushing.
I have no idea, I felt that music video is talked about "Do not afraid.".
And maybe. She's really sang my heart.
I love her,
and thanks @katyperry.
She did a good music video.

It been a while I didn't do that.
And finally I met him.
Uh. What a friend? :P
Well, care and love.
Just a moment after this.
I would love you in this moment if you hold it tight.
HAHA!
What's I'm going to explain.
I met him? Have some talk is better then stay at home alone.
So, maybe next time will do it again? I guess?
Or maybe not or just once.
So, it ignored.
Just remember it.
I did love you. But I don't dare.

Since October first week after you talked something to me it's really make me piss.
Btw, I think I'm not going to get BlackBerry Torch maybe.
For some reason. I have nothing to do with it.
Or I may get HTC Desire Z?
But it's haven't in list yet.
So, will wait for it..
What I'm addicted in BlackBerry, it because of the QWERTY key.
Because it is more easily to e-mail, messenger or browser.
And HTC Desire Z also have QWERTY key.
So, I'm going to get it! I'm going to get it!
Maybe BlackBerry or HTC Desire Z.
Still thinking...
And yea, I will get the Black one. No more white I think.
White is more easily to get dirty.

Since I didn't talk english that much, my english is more weak than before.
Well, I have to talk more I think?
Hmm.. So yea people.
All the days as usual.

And terrible things is I lost my voice.
Well, I hope it will be better I guess?

I want to sing! Boo boo!
That's all.
Peace. (:

Hmm.. I have no idea what to blog.
As usual. Work, eat, sleep, shower.
And now a days I keep download some movie to watch..
Because I might fed up with game...
There had nothing much to play..
And... kind not enjoy.
Because I got killed all the time in the game. Fail. :P
So guess what I'm watching?
Hmm.. Glee? Vampire Diaries?
I'm really interested in this to 2.
Glee is talk about music, and I love it.
Vampire Diaries is talk about VAMPIRE you know right? LOL.
Yea, I'm in love with VAMPIRE.
Like Twilight, and other..
Oh yeah, Last time I watched the "Devil".
And the "Fish" what is it called eh?
Hmm... yea! "PIRANHA"
Oh damn, I got scared like hundred times.
And, yuck. >_>
My friend told me that if you go buy the DVD.
There have no cut one. Eh!
You can see..... "Something Private".
It's more yuck if you watch DVD.
After the "PIRANHA" and next day gone to Sunway Pyramid.
Watch "Devil".
And my whole week, I scared everything.
Because of this 2 movies.
Anyway, I'm fine now.. Just feel better after watch Glee.
Oh yeah, I used the Garnier Men facial wash is really awesome.
Maybe for Asian? Because it's really "cool" and "clean".
And I'm really in love with it.
So maybe you can get one to try?
Yeah, I'm having scar and panda eyes problem.
Sometimes have some pimple too.
Eh, still teenage. So everybody know right?
Do remember, "Do not use finger to touch your pimple."
Cheer!

New photos!

Ok guess what, I have my new hair cut like weeks ago.

But I never take any photo. Because not handsome enough. :P



And, bought some new awesome cheap spac and look nice too. XD



What about my life? Hmm... always the same. Always tired. Always eat. Always shower. Always play games.



So, people peace and love me. ♥

After a month or something?

The seller still missing...

Hmm.. I've no idea how to deal with this problem...

The first seller just keep doing the same action like me..

Keep calling. SMS- ing. But I've got a same result.

*Nothing*

Anyway, I think it is impossible to get the number..

I just can face the stranger keep sms-ing me and keep calling me.

*Whatever* Just don't pick up is ok already..

Btw, phone have no credits to reply or call back..

Even have, I don't do that too.

Hmm.. SMS is not like Messenger, SMS have to write all the things in one time.

So, I don't really like it..

Another problem.. My dad had an accident..

He break his hand... Maybe need a month to recover it?

No idea. But this accident made a good thing to both of us..

We having talk, eat breakfast together...

I helped him to work, he teach me how to fix the gas stove.

How to clean it. How to install it..

Hmm.. Sunday "19/09/2010"

In the morning around 10AM I wake up and clean up all the things,

And get ready to work..

Well, when we're reached there we still have to wait,

So, we have some breakfast while waiting.

After I finish my breakfast, I play my BlackBerry and took a lot of photos.

I did twitpic it. A lot of photo? 3, is that much?

Anyway, the point is boring. And facing some problem last night.

But I hope it's better if I do, if don't I don't think I can wake up 10AM.

And, when I'm going to sleep I suddenly wake up.

Because I saw my inbox of SMS and I do wonder to search the seller's another number..

And, google work well...

I really find it.. The seller sell a lot of things, but when the buyer ask for it.

He didn't reply any.

He is really a freak.

This called business or cheating, and I have no idea.

I found it, and save it in to my BlackBerry,

Maybe Monday will deal with it.

Hope the number is work.

And something stuck in to my heart...

I was mad, and gone crazy...

I shout a lot in my twitter..

Because poor kid never get care.

I'm the poor kid. As I always do.

But it's doesn't matter..

I just live what I want to.

So, everything gone fine.

And yah, we celebrate moon-cake festival today.

I just having one piece of  of moon-cake and get back to my room and continue my shouting.

I hope everything going fine.

Ask for think think think. I don't know what should I think..

Anyway forget it. I'm so tired already. Really tired to promise something.

I will never promise anything from now on.

Oh, it's 2AM I felt so sleepy.

Tomorrow still have to work. Hope everything really going ok.

So, Rest In Peace folks.

Just love twitter.

♥ The peace.

I wish it won't happen.

But it really happen...

Transfered RM50 to the seller...

And he didn't reply my sms and call..

I really got cheated?

I'm to be a serious buyer, but there are a lot of cheater.

Disappointed, I think maybe I can do nothing and see my money fly away.

But today just a first day that he told me he gonna send it to me.

See tomorrow my number have come or not....

If don't... I can hide in the corner and cry maybe.

And, I'm so fucking moody.

Every bad things come to me.

And I haven't ready and got a lot of gun shoot.

What can I do? Tell me?

Maybank.

Account number: 112503098906

Name: NG KAH HUAT

Phone number: 0108866010/0172218886

I think people called him "Patrick".

As the first seller told me.

God Bless. ♥

I was wondering to quit this job,
But, I do need money to change a new phone.
I hope I can get the BlackBerry Torch.
And I just got some news.
BlackBerry Torch have white color!?
But I really hope Malaysia will launch it as fast as possible.
Because I do need a white color phone.
I don't really like Black color.
So, hope it will launch together with the Black color version. (:

Love and Peace.

Oh, I moved my blog to wordpress.
Will edit all the themes tonight.
And, working right now.
K, yah later.
Kiss. ♥

Sorry, I'm a kind bad template people.
I swear I will change for him.
Because he guide me a lot.
And I like him so much.
The only one people that I like ever!
Kiss me. ♥

My feeling like weather now.

Sometime cold sometime hot.

Is that normal life?

Can I spent my time out there? 

I.. bored.

I hope you have a colorful life.

Bye.

As I said, my dad pissed me. 

Hmm.. "Whao" Living here w/o food.

Hmm.. I'm so hungry, yes.

Even I die. I also happy.

Because I got what I want.

My love.

My time.

My things.

Who care? Yes, I care my things.

Btw, I'm listening Hitz FM everyday.

I mean, working times. And when I was bored.

Wow, he is really can sing.

Favorite... He sang "Poker Face"

And more after that!

And this is his own EP.

"Dirty Love" Oh ouch Dirty. Love it.

Hah, why I want to cut my hair short like this?

First reason, HOT.

Second reason, short hair can be HOT.

Third reason, Lot of some guy in short hair look cool?

But I do really like my hair style too.

But what's funny?

My boss said my hair was like a TOM BOY.

Everybody in the office think that so?

Ew, I'm a boy! I don't have any BOOBS.

So ok?

Anyway. I enjoy my hair right now.

No more trouble with my head!

No more heavy. Hah!

So here the photo.

Sweet sweet yeepee~


With my BB.

Hmm..

Want a close photo?

Http://twitter.com/kenkenchew log in and look for yourself.

Love and Peace.

Take care. Bye. (:

Katy Perry - Teenage Dream

Lyrics

You think I'm pretty
Without any makeup on
You think I'm funny
When I tell the punch line wrong
I know you get me
So I let my walls come down
Down

So guess who is being famous in all my page like twitter facebook or whatever blog?

Yes, that's my dad.

He is being like a shit, like to scold, talk shit.

That Friday night 13th August 2010.

I just tired and don't want to help him to move the gas bucket in to the store room.

And he started to being like a shit.

Show me a lot lame action.

He did told me last time.

My is dinner from him. So I have to help him.

So I told him, so next time no need to buy food for me I'll get it myself and STOP ASKING ME TO "HELP" you.

I'm not a superman.

So, he took "his" car's key from me. And that night I was so fucking pissed.

And I break my door's key.

Just don't let them to get in my room.

Saturday I being emo to them...

Never had any conversation until sunday night to my grandma.

But I still emo until now.. When I look at them I feel like going away.

Just don't want to look at them.. When I look at them I feel so angry...

Yes, I do pay rental to my grandma.

Streamyx is ok for me.

RM110 I can handle it. Cause I have a job. So.

So RM50 for rental.

Anyway, is ok too.

But after the happen to me... I feel like leaving..

But I have no idea where I have to go..

And last, I felt like going to my mum there...

But I'm afraid she just don't let me to stay with her.. 

Because she's already married with another guy and having a good family. But I don't.

So what I can do? Just cry at the corner? 

I do really hope I can leave, maybe have to wait for the right time...

I just pissed all of them.. All of them..

I just don't want to stay with them..

How to say, like.. leaving away and break the relative with them.. Even chinese new year is mean nothing to me now.

I don't Ang Pow, I felt I have nobody, no family.

And today, just now. He ask for the Nokia that he bought for me..

He said " Woi, where is the nokia phone, I want to use it."

And I was like fine. But I took my BlackBerry to repair so I'm using the Nokia.

So I told him, I'm using it because my BlackBerry already take it to repair.

He said, "After you take your BlackBerry PLEASE GIVE THE NOKIA TO ME".

And I just get back to my room.

So, do your dad like to threaten you like that?

My reason to leave it because I want my time.

Stay with them I do always afraid that they ask me to "HELP" them.

If I don't "HELP" they talk a lot like machine gun shooting your head.

Do you know what is "HEAD SHOT" ?

Mean you can say nothing and die.

So that's what I always afraid to get shot from my family.

I'm cold so cold. There have no fire to make me warm.

There had not.

Enjoy your peace life.

Blog is the only way I can shout out loud.

And I can make someone felt guilty.

I know that's not good for someone being shout.

But I really want them to know more about my life.

Today's morning I took a picture for my pity dog that yesterday got hurt by my dad,

because they're too noisy, and giving food still want to fight,

and my dad so angry with it he take something to punch the dogs.

Pity dogs!

Sometimes they are so freaking noisy that's why people hate it.

That's for today.

Tonight going to Malay friend's wedding party that I never go before!

Interesting! (: Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

Huh, time gone fast. I had my BlackBerry one month ago.

Well, it making trouble to me...

Side painted, Screen scratch, Keypad having problem. 

Anyway, hope it will be better.

Night folks.

This is not the first time he ask me to die.
And I really hate this month, July.
I fall in love in this month and I got break in this month too..
I hit the car twice in this month..
I dreamed my friend's bf use the knife to cut my shoulder.
I bought a black roti canai.
What's wrong with this month?

Terrible.