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June 13, 01:17 AM
nothing

in a way it's a relief


June 11, 08:29 PM
here
Friday night.  The meaning has shifted.  It's...quiet, here.  From outside: the sound of the highway.  People going places.  Birds, singing.  Lives occurring.  There's still blue in the sky; shadows pushed back.  I don't know what to say.  I'm as empty as a bell.  Unrung.
June 08, 07:47 PM
Hourglass
The hours weep seconds.
Those small moments are,
Awash,
In the sorrow
Of the passing, of...
Everything.
Their tears,
Like tiny
Grains
Of
Sand.

June 03, 08:28 PM
Remembering the Moon

"Never look back, Lawrence.  Never look back.  The past is a wilderness of horrors."
- The Wolfman (2010)


May 30, 09:42 PM
Re-buffering

"Exterminate all rational thought.  That is the conclusion I have come to."
- Naked Lunch



May 30, 09:10 AM
Quieting
It is quiet here on this pretty morning.  The only sounds are birds, outside in the shine, and me moving about, getting ready for work.  The passage of time is like silence: much more noticeable when you are alone in it.  So many moments have quieted.  So much has changed.  Things started going bad on this day, last year...

Finished my coffee.  I'm going to take a moment to pet the dog and cats, then shower and go to work.

May 27, 09:33 PM
Cathedral Noir


"The beauty of a living thing is not the atoms that go into it, but the way those atoms are put together."  - Carl Sagan


May 26, 10:41 PM
Seeing
Tonight I saw the moon full, in a purple and pink sky.  Driving home with the windows down.  Don't feel that great.  Was thinking I should hoist the "I Don't Care" flag, run with that for a while.  But it wouldn't be true.  Pretty quiet, here.  Muggy.  My eyes are tired.

May 23, 04:56 PM
Symphony
I don't know what is up with me, today but Symphony of Science is, collectively, the most beautiful thing I've experienced recently.  I keep listening to the songs...and crying.  It's amazing; I've been crying for at least an hour.  I don't think I've cried that much in, well, ever.  A small part of me is a bit ashamed of the tears.  A larger part is not.


May 22, 12:38 AM
monochrome
The sound of the highway is a soft white whisper.  The night is empty as ink, unwritten.

I am as sad as dust -- and dreams gone monochrome.

May 16, 10:26 PM
False Color Image





All that we see or seem is not all that we see or seem...

May 10, 05:20 PM
Spring Still Life


May 09, 10:41 PM
Mean Reds
Got a fat glass of red.  Bad for me but -- what the fuck.  Grinding it down.  I'm sick of it, all of it.  An ocean of waste.  I never mattered.  It never mattered.  "Exterminate all rational thought," the man said.  I see what he meant.  I can taste it.  Erase me.  It will still be the same anyway.  Such hilarity.  I really really don't matter.  It's glorious.  All this time and imagery.  So silly.

Please forget the words that I just blurted out.
It wasn't me, it was my strange and creeping doubt.
It keeps rattling my cage, and there's nothing in this world will keep it down.

Even though I might, even though I try,
I can't.

I Can't - Radiohead

May 09, 10:26 AM
Mother's Day
Mom and Grams; I miss you both.  Happy Mother's Day.
Love,
John

May 04, 04:45 PM
20,000 Leagues Under the Sea
I dreamt, once, of a wide low river of green water.  It was warm and...inevitable.  Years ago, I remember sitting in the rain, by a pond.  Droplets everywhere; unpredictable circles.  It's funny how something can seem both random and planned.  Upstream (a little less than a year ago) I had a plan for this day.  There was a small fact that was the key to it.  But --  Tempus fugit.  Things got random.

My plan was a dream that I took for inevitable -- but dreams are like water, and water can be a river or a raindrop.  Much seems like a dream, now.  The world is an ocean of it.  I no longer have a plan for today, so I'll just say:

Happy Birthday, Audrey.

The Allurium
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