JasonK 88
I am guy that loves to rant about stuff and currently studying in Melbourne Australia
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Thought i just share this with everyone :)
This year i really want to make a difference.. i really want to tell the girl that i have been having a crush on that i like her. Fail or not at least i would know the answer although i feel a failure would be the biggest let down for me going into 2012. Even in my dreams i fail when i tell her that i like her. How is it possible for me to have the confidence that i like her in real life. I really dont know how in the world a nice dream can turn into a nightmare straightaway after telling her that i like her.. its a dream!!!!! I mean everytime i see her my heart literally skips a beat and i get so nervous until i cannot be myself.. a damn sad thing but i have never had that problem with my previous relationships before. Maybe because of my last relationship that i have really lost touch of being able to talk to girls freely and without worries. Its really since then that i have been spacing myself away from girls and it has always been hard. Alot of my friends have told me to be brave and just be myself and go for it.. but its really hard for me.. slowly day by day im actually getting better at it but i still tend to think alot before i say things and it creates topicless conversations which sucksssss... Oh well guess i have to try harder and improve better with my conversation skills with people. Theres always a way if i want to learn ... anyways have a great new year everyone!!! may u all have a great 2012 and have fun today!! :)
Well i got this off a post from happy bunny and i tot of sharing it ;)
Eleven:
You walk really slow when you are with them
Ten:
You feel shy whenever they're around
Nine:
You smile when you hear their voice
Eight:
When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her
Six:
They're all you think about
Five:
You realize you're always smiling when you are looking at them
Four:
You would do anything for them, just to see them
Three:
While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time
Two:
You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number seven was missing
One:
You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself
DID You have most of those? well i did... hmm... maybe its time.... oh well..... ta for now ;)
My parents finally knowwww.., and they were not surprised.. im that obvious to them huh.. oh well.. at least i dont have that weird feeling from hiding it from them anymore.. but now.. they asking me focus in my studies and not have a gf until i graduate.. =.=//
Easier said then done.. since they always nag at me.. i actually feel i need somebody close to be with to keep me on the sane side.... if not i will definately go crazy.. HOW LA!!!!!!
Happy new Year everyone!!! My new year resolutions... i cannot be bothered about posting new stuff unto my blog.. yes.. im getting lazy during the holidays mainly cause i got so many other chores to do which has killed my interest in almost everything.. all i want to do is shut my brain off and stare at the "box with colours" in front of me ...
Anyways since its the new year.. i would like to say that it must be the year that i change for the better. Time to leave my past behind.. no more gf means more freedom to find a new one i guess haha.. but oh well like what my friends have told me.. enjoy the single life.. but i cant help but to feel lonely inside sometimes because i have been lonely my whole life.. i mean besides always being with my parents, life has always been pretty quiet as i dont have any brothers or sisters... so in all my relationships i have pushed myself to always cater to my gf and really care for her.. sometimes i feel that is my moto.. to love and care 100% for the one i love.. which in the long run never did me any good.. as it never lasts long.. maybe cause i still havent found the right one huh.. hmm.... oh well.. time will only tell.. we will always fall but that to me is the most awesome part.. it teaches u many lessons and u learn to be a better person and learn to be more matured.. haha..
Well.. i would just take this opportunity to thank my ex for teaching me alot of stuff of being a better person and i really did appreciate the stuff learned and i dont whole any grudges against her.. she was just awesome even though she had flaws.. who doesnt... we are all imperfect. Thats how all relationship grow anyways the fact that we have to live and learn and know each other pretty well.. for me i guess because we just had different paths to follow which made us not suitable after a while.. and sooo it has lead to the end of my relationships and into the single life.
There are kinda rumours going on that i actually like a girl but truth is.. i just feel that we are friends.. nothing more.. I was just being a little bit caring cause she had problems thats all so i hope that rumour would just die down afterawhile but i cant be bothered now anyways as i have new targets of my own.. wahahaa.. yes.. im desperate some might say but hey its good to have crushes once in a while. Good to keep that heart pumping... hahaha.. but..
THE MAIN AIM IS TO GRADUATE!!!! OMG!!!.. really wasting life to get stuck in monash.. if i continue the lecturer would be my best pal... keep on meeting the lecturer.. lolz.. and oh yah..
I WOULD LIKE TO APOLOGIZE TO THE BADMINTON CLUB AND ITS MEMBERS AS I WOULD BE STEPPING DOWN FROM MY PRESIDENT POST!!
Unfortunately that was one of the conditions that my parents had given me in order for me to return to Australia to continue my studies.. So i would like to apologize to everyone for pulling out now and thank you to everyone who voted for me.. I hope i would still be able to help the club out from time to time and regretly never got to show my promise of running the club to please the members.
And i think that should be it for now.. kinda regret with some of the things i have done in the past but what is done is done and now i have to move forward... into the future...of 2011.. hope its going to be a good year seriously.. i need all the luck i can get!!! .. and also to everyone.. i hope this year would be another great year for all of u and i wish u all the best of luck and also find enjoyment everyday!! :)
Anywayz, back to Singapore, went to Orchard Road and this pic was taken in takashimaya i think.. cant believe how i miss christmas.. a definite holiday and also the fact where familys all get together to enjoy this moment and be happy about it. Decorations also are awesome where it gives u a sense of peace at least it does that for me.
This were all taken from the car (very blurry) cause it was pretty late already and there was one more stop that i havent been to.... the Sands hotel and casino!!
The Mall of Sands, most of the shops are not even open yet but there were all the branded goods from Gucci, Chanel, the works.. downside to it was there was still no place to hang out for coffee and dessert places.. at least open those first!!! a few hawker shops... so little choices.
With utter dissapointment outside, my parents and i headed to the casino their main purpose actually.. haha ... The front is like immigration, they check ur passport and are more stringent compared to CROWN.
Inside, should see the massive MARKET inside.. compared to CROWN... it looked more like a Massive stock exchange with thousands of people crowded and hogging every machine and table available.
This was actually.. a roulette screen in front and hundreds of chairs with their own screens focusing on a little ball... it seriously looked more like people waiting for their passport or a computer science lecture with everybody looking at the ball to guess what number is going to hit. lolz
THis was just the ground floor there was another level and it really looked messy and more like a factory/sweatshop. MADNESS!!!!! but still awesome in a way cause its something different hahaha.. went back at 2am, and nearly got into an accident when i was about to reach my house cause the car from the opposite end actually went over the divider and got into the lane in front of us.. luckily it was a 2 lane highway so manage to swerve it but there was one more car in front of us that wasnt so lucky... it actually slammed into that car. All in all a crazy day but still fun to get away since coming back from Australia. Missing Australia now since here got no more purpose for me already...
Oh yah, just noticed that this past week i have a friend who has been acting weird.. dont know why, but he/she doesnt reply me on msn... Hope i didnt do anything wrong cause i really didnt mean any intention of saying/doing anything wrong.. but if i did.. so sorry....
OOOhhhhhh last few minutes before my last exam... hope it all goes well!!!... so many things happening before this...
dont know how to solve this.. started to not wear "my precious" anymore .. could it be the end?
mood is totally emo but hiding it
i wonder if i pissed off a girl just now, feel very bad for not really keeping a promise but had to catch up so can have fun together .... very sorry.. :(
DAMN emo...
And i still wonder how i even got a gf.... so weird... maybe i just dont know what i am doing sometimes or maybe just luck? Hmm... Oh well... guess i still have lots of things to learn and change myself so i can be more brave and not scare girls!!! Anywayz exams are here and just want to wish everybody good luck with their exams and hope they are easy!!!
and then one day (it kinda skipped many events... lolz).. we went on a trip with other friends and all of us slept near each other as the room was small and there were alot of beds and after arranging, my bed was actually next to hers but still nothing happened we just joked around as usual until when it was time to go to bed, i felt nervous but a hand actually reached out and held my hand and our hands locked together and we stared at each other in the eyes and smiled at each other and then i woke up. LOLZ... it was really one of the best dreams that i have ever had although it might look like i watch alot of dramas but the feeling was soo real... just made me want to live in that fantasy forever away from all the troubles that this world has.. OH I WISH... sadly, i dont think it would ever happen... life is real and dreams would never come real.. especially the best ones... just can watch sunsets and always remember that amazing dream...... :)
I recently have also been thinking about my own and past events that i have gone through and really saw a clearer picture of how my relationships have gone. Mostly is my fault but generally i could see that most of the reasons why my relationships would fall out is because we just never had the same aim or same path which made things grow further part after a while as we got deeper and further away from the path where the split happens
Sometimes i still find it so complexed that i dont even dare to give people advices anymore because sometimes everybody is just different in their own way and have their own thinking and i really have been studying the different possibilities and let me tell u, what i have seen could only be 2% its that different and most of the ones that i encountered have always been different and hardly any similarities in them. All i can say is that create ur own solutions based on past experience or really get to know ur partner because it would never solve anything if u use peoples experience for ur own. Just be URSELF and really know each other and sometimes u have to go the extra mile to do the unthinkable for a ONCE IN A WHILE surprise lolzz.
SATURDAY, MELBOURNE UNI OPEN exciting moments, this is what i call a competition, and above are the new badminton racquet that everybody has or bought this year awesomeeee... :)
Tense moments where we watched our opponents play and thought of strategiess
Everything ended in a slight dissapointment but proved that we could do it if we wanted to and should train harder but it was a happy tournament this time round and a really exciting one :)
Results for mine is ROund 1: 30 -20
Round 2: 28-30 (loss group stage)
I kinda thought of moving away from a emo post and change my style for blogging to be shorter and easier to read and happier post!!! and i will try to put more pics instead of words!! :)
