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Today started off quite terrible I must say. It all started when I stayed up until 2:30 last night. I was tired enough for sleep by 12 but got caught up in looking at tweets of the weekend Hanson concerts in AB, playing with Facebook's timeline, and some other things. Then I was too tired to go to bed. Ugh.... So I did the lite version of getting ready and don't even remember my head hitting the pillow. Fast forward to 2pm. I wake up. Great. See, even though I know these late nights and late days are bad for my emotional health, I continue to do it!!! Why???? The spirit is willing (smart) but the flesh is weak (stupid)????
Despite every emotional bone in my body, I got up and showered fast, ate cereal, and took off. I knew if I didn't leave my house, my mood would get worse and this day off would be ruined.
Back in September I got a really bad hair cut (hooray for moving and not knowing where to go!) and I've been meaning to get it fixed for a month now. So I went to First Choice down the road. It only cost $15!!!! Why do I go elsewhere when my hair is cut so simply? Anyway, my hair was a mess and so the nice lady cut a fair amount off so it doesn't look like I have clip in extensions anymore! It feels quite short compared to before but whatever. It's hair, it'll grow. I haven't had a chance to put my own brush through it yet... Stay tuned...
I was in and out of there in 20min (what????? 2 hours is my normal!). Next step was drive thru McDonalds. I ate my chicken nugget happy meal while listening to Hanson in my car (ie my feel-good music). Then it was off to Second Cup! 2 friends are here which is fun. I dove right into "Purpose Driven Youth Ministry." Initially I wanted it read by tomorrow... That isn't going to happen, but I did get another chapter in. I then spent some time mapping out where all the NextGen Ministries at my church currently sit in terms of their purpose and their intended audience, making a note of the "holes". Then I thought about where it all could go in the next 3 years!! Exciting, yes!! I did all this because it's a good thing to do, but also because tomorrow our Senior Team is having a prayer/planning retreat. And I wanted to go in with at least some pre-thought put in. I am so pumped. In the daily grind it's sometimes difficult to take time out to look at the big picture, and dream with God about where things could go with our church. Tomorrow it's on all of our schedules to do just that! It's going to be awesome.
So, the Monday funk has been redeemed. I'm feeling in a much better place. You can't plan your days on feelings, because they are all over the place and based on a whole series of factors. Pushing through them and doing what you know is right despite your feelings, that is the better way. And in the end your silly mood will come around.
That's it for now!
Oh my word. I could write a novel of all my dentist adventures. For some back history, I've had to have fillings in the back corners of my mouth, because flossing with braces is hard and I never got back there enough. I believe I got them all when I was at Acadia. My orthodontist never spoke that highly of my dentist down there... I probably should have heeded his concern. But I got fillings and everything looked and felt okay. Good times.
But a couple weeks ago I started getting pain where my lower retainer locks on to my back tooth. So I found a new dentist here in Moncton (one that my orthodontist recommended!) to get it checked out. He said the filling didn't look quite as safe as the others, so we should probably do a re-do. Even after an x-ray, he and I both thought it'd be a minor job. So I made an appointment for this morning.
I have to tell you I just returned from an hour of intensive drilling and rooting around. Neither of us could believe what was lying underneath the surface of that tooth! Safe to say the last filling was not done properly and there was decay all up in there. I thought I was gonna lose it. Never mind the fact I still have a fear of dentists, even after all I've been through, but the dentist still wanted to show me what it looked like once it was all cleaned out. He then left for a minute and the room started to spin. Yes, I almost passed out while lying down in the chair. Ugh. So let this be a lesson kiddies: if something hurts, get it checked out!!! I don't even want to think about what this may have turned into if we didn't catch it when we did. I've never had a root canal and I'd rather keep it that way!!
This whole ordeal kind of reminded me how sin can fester in our lives. We think we've already dealt with it and it's all taken care of, yet sometimes it continues to fester under the surface. Just a little exploratory drilling could reveal a whole new world of hurt. It's so important to be consistently connected to God and other believers so we can keep each other accountable and clean up the mess when we have to. It results in a healthier faith walk that can endure the long haul... without a root canal.
So anyway. So much for my relaxing day off :P The hygienist said I may need Advil for a few days since it was such an intense filling. I'm home now waiting for my face to thaw... I really wanted to go to Damascus, and to a fitness class, but I don't know if I'll be up for it now. We'll see how the day progresses. I may be better off curled up with a good book on my couch and movies on Netflix. Whine.
So it's 7:30pm and I am sitting in an office at church waiting for movies to import to iMovie. Note to self: creating your own children's video curriculum sounds like a great way to save money, but may not always play out well in execution. Sigh. Anyway! Since I'm sitting around listening to the electrician guys, I thought I'd write a blog!
To wrap up my last blog, Christmas was indeed quite different this year. I thoroughly enjoyed being a part of the experience at The Journey Church (especially the part where I played in our first ever iBand). The weather played nice and I got to my family in Fredericton just in time for "lunch" and new pyjamas. Most of that week was spent lazing around the house, watching our new DVDs and eating way too much junk. It was nice to connect with my family and have that time of rest. I came back to Moncton on the 30th to prepare for New Years Eve. I had the privilege of preaching with one of our grade 9 students. He was absolutely fantastic!!! Definitely has a gift of teaching. After the service we had a Youth Bash until 1:00am. Fun was had by all.
So now it's 2012!!! The office has been a bit insane since coming back. All fall I've been working out of Dave's office or a desk in the Communications office. It's actually been really great for getting to know everyone else, but I am so ready for my own organized space. I'm sitting in what's going to be my new office... blue and brown walls, bookshelves, a nice little desk for my Macbook to sit in, maybe a lamp... it's going to be so awesome. So tomorrow is the last day "in the office" for 2 weeks. Then we are all scattered. I'll probably work out of my apartment or any of the various coffee shops around town. It's going to be a time.
Anyway... this video processing is going to take a really long time. I think I'm gonna go home and finish it tomorrow. Happy New Year!!
I make one of these posts every year, so here we are!
January: Michelle & Ben at Martock. Can't remember if this is the time we ended up at the ER or not...
February: I flew home and surprised Mom for her 60th Birthday :)
March: Mexico for Jocelyn's & Jason's Wedding!!!!
April: Mandy & I hosted our first barefoot walk for TakeTheWalk.net in conjunction with TOMS One Day Without Shoes
May: Graduated with my MDiv!!
June: Jill's & Hugo's Wedding!
July: Camp
August: City & Colour Concert
September: Maple Noise Concert
October: the Hanson concert that was cut short
November: Spoke at Women's event at my old church
December: First Christmas @TJC
I don't take as many pictures as I used to, but still have at least something from each month... it's been an AMAZING year!!!
Evidently I'm not really the blogging type, no matter how much I try to convince myself otherwise. I find especially with twitter I never feel the need to write out big long paragraphs of what's on my mind, because it's come out in spurts all week long.
I love my life right now. It's not perfect (not that I am expecting it to ever be) but I'm really feeling like I am exactly where God wants me to be right now. Being the NGP at The Journey Church is such a unique ministry compared to what I've done before, compared to what most Youth Pastors do. Last weekend we had Vernon & Charlene Armitage visit and hold a conference on equipping. It's something I was hearing about during interviews and nonstop since day 1. I've been reading through "Me to We" by Alan Nelson and trying to get my head around the paradigm shift and how I participate in it as the NGP. This weekend brought a lot of clarity on all of that. I am so excited to get moving on it before the Armitage's return in a few months. I have no idea why this was not taught at seminary. There should be a whole course on this. There is so much real learning that does not start until you're out of school. God has been teaching me so much and I am so thankful for where He's placed me and the people He's surrounded me with. I work with a lovely group of people! Senior Team is having breakfast tomorrow to debrief on the Global Leadership Summit and I actually can't wait!
Anyway, this is getting rambly. Welcome to the inside of my head. Tonight I'm heading to my first ever Zumba class. Should be a time!
I really want to update this thing. I will, soon. Not now though. I am in Dartmouth at the Youth Pastors Summit! It's a free event the Baptist Convention holds annually for all the Youth Pastors in Atlantic Canada. It's awesome. It's been nice to connect with familiar faces and meet some new ones. I also had the privilege of meeting my friends new baby!!! New life is such an awe-inspiring miracle. Seeing two of my friends combined into this new person is really really cool. God is so artistic in how He chose to give us life.
I am tired. I fail at keeping a good sleeping schedule. After only 5 hours sleep last night (and not much more than that for all the other nights lately) I drove down here. I'm at Starbucks, just finishing up a sermon outline and youth preparations. Technically I didn't have time to come to this summit, but I really wanted to, and decided to suck it up and go through a week of crazy :) But now the work is done, and it's definitely time for bed. I'll do a proper update on my AWESOME CRAZY NEW AWESOME MINISTRY POSITION soon :)
Also... I'm seeing Hanson live [again] in 15 days. Excited.
PS - my blog is now www.jenrowsell.ca!! :) I did that on one of my late nights up...
Ummm. Hanson are coming to Halifax. It got leaked on CasinoNS's website yesterday. No official announcement yet. BUT GUYS. This has only been my dream since I was 12 years old!! I never EVER thought they would come onto my turf. To Atlantic Canada. But they are!!!!! I had a complete emotional breakdown when I found out. Oh my goodness. August 23rd is going to be an amazing day to be a Hanson fan!!!
Last Thursday evening I was treated to my second Craig Cardiff acoustic show. He apparently comes to Acadia every single year because he likes us so much. I'm down with that. I was a little late arriving due to another commitment, I thought it didn't start until 8pm and there was an opener, but turns out he started playing before 8, and the "opener" played in the middle. Unfortunate. So it wasn't as long as I would have liked but I enjoyed what I heard. His music is almost hypnotic; I feel so relaxed and at peace when he plays. I really don't know where he comes from, or how he can make a living playing to a hundred University students at only $8 a ticket, but I truly loved and appreciated his performance. I could have sat there all night.
I didn't take any pictures because the room was incredibly dark, but here's a tune of his you might enjoy.
20 Questions with Hayley Williams
Click HERE to read Hayley Williams of Paramore’s answers to 20 Questions from Audrey Kitching on Buzznet.com.
“I am laughing things off a lot more easily these days than I was at 19, when I wrote the last album. A lot of change… a lot of positivity. Even the songs with the more serious subject matter feel less toiled and troubled. Musically, I am most inspired by the personality captured in every instrument. That, to me, is actually what is making up this newer sound that is happening.”
I love this girl.
200,000 from new album LIFE WILL WRITE THE WORDS, out June 5, 2012
iTunes: http://bit.ly/iTunesTRS
Love!!
I was at the park recently with my daughter and as we sat on the swings she asked me for an under-duck. I think the rest of the world uses this term, or maybe it’s just a Canada thing. It’s when your kid is on the swings and you run behind them and push them forward as you run underneath and they…
Okay. Upgrade from cautiously excited to excited.
Dare I say epic?
I am so excited for the new music!!! I can’t wait this song is amazing! Thanks guys!!!
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Chicago 2009 I heard Isaac say this to someone on the walk, in real life, and I lost it. HahahaThis is probably one of my favorite videos just because of the little introduction Zac gives at the beginning. I can’t tell you how many times I rewound it because then you’ll think I’m NUTS (which I am). Moving on…
Nope you are most definitely not. Cause Milliwalk-ay just needs to be repeated OVER and OVER and OVER again ;)
I’m definitely putting this in my ordination council package. #sarcastictweets (Taken with instagram)