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"there is no silence,
I will keep following the sirens."
“What Schizophrenia Sounds Like”For the last couple of weeks I have been looking up information about the mental illness, schizophrenia for a research project for my psychology class. During my research I found an interesting project that some scientists had put together called, “What Schizophrenia Sounds Like.” After interviewing many people with this illness the scientists compiled a short clip of what a schizophrenic might hear during an episode, or just day to day.
This is both fascinating and terrifying.
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Young Japanese at local pop concert, Tokyo, 1971.
[Credit : Bruno Barbey]
“Dead bodies are buried under the cherry trees.
You have to believe it. Otherwise, you couldn’t possibly explain the beauty of the cherry blossoms. I was restless, lately, because I couldn’t believe in this beauty. But I have now finally understood: dead bodies are buried under the cherry trees. You have to believe it.”
– Motojirō Kajii, opening of “Under the Cherry Trees” (a popular Japanese quote, especially the first sentence) via tamjpn
Don’t fall in love with a curious one.
They will want to know who you are, where you come from, what your family was like.
They will look through your photographs and read all of your poems. They will come over for dinner and speak to your mother about how their curiosity has taught them things of use to her. They will ask you to rant when you’re angry and cry when you’re hurt.
They will ask what that raised eyebrow meant. They will want to know your favorite food, your favorite color, you favorite person. They will ask why.
They will buy that camera you liked, pay attention to that band you love in case there’s a show near by, they will get you the sweater you smiled at once. They’ll learn to cook your favorite meals.
The curious people don’t settle for your shell, they want the insides.
They want what makes you heavy, what makes you uneasy, what makes you scream
for joy, and anger, and heartbreak.
Their skin will turn into pages
that you learn to pour out your entire being in.
Don’t fall in love with the curious one.
They won’t let a sigh go unexplained.
They will want to know what they did
Exactly what they did to make you love them.
Year, month, week, day.
“What time was it? What did I say? What did I do?
How did you feel?”
Don’t fall in love with a curious one because I’ve been there.
They will unbutton your shirt
and read every scar
every mark
every curve.
They will dissect your every limb, every organ, every thought, every being
then walk back home and eat their dinner and never return your calls.
You will never be their lifelong expedition. The heart is a mystery only for so long.
There is no ache like loving a curious one
who chases every falling star and never catching one.
Who comes and sees and conquers
and leaves.I’ve fallen in love with a curious one.
‘There’s a curiosity in you that will move mountains some day
Maybe one day he will take the train back home
and be curious enough to read one last message from me
carved on a seat.
as effortlessly as you’ve moved me for years.’
I know that I am mortal by nature and ephemeral, but when I trace at my pleasure the windings to and fro of the heavenly bodies, I no longer touch earth with my feet. I stand in the presence of Zeus himself and take my fill of ambrosia.Ptolemy in a A Private History of Happiness
Song: “Astronaut (A Short History Of Nearly Nothing) [Feat. Zoe Keating]” by Amanda Palmer
Love this.
All that I need is a bit of practice.
My mind is set on bigger business.
This is not a time for reminiscing.
This is something new and interesting.
handling accounts:
• Mitsubishi Lancer
• Hewlett Packard notebooks and whatnot
• TIKI
• Citibank specialized in digital campaign
• Burger King
• Nescafé Ready To Drink and Gold
handled accounts such as:
• BNI, specialized in Credit Card and other corporate projects.
• Johnson & Johnson's Clean & Clear, Shower to Shower, and Listerine.
• Ministry of Trade, involved in World Expo 2010 Project at Shanghai, China.
• Coca Cola's Minute Maid Pulpy
• Pepsi Cola's Fruitamin
• Sony Ericsson
• Several winning pitches like Ceres' Cafeboss and Sangobion
• etc.
helped Art Director handling accounts such as Sampoerna Hijau and CLEAR Men.
worked under Hakim Lubis, held accounts such as Mayora's Energen and SHARP Air Purifier and several pitches such as Telkomsel's "Langit Musik"
• involved in BSD City pitch project and supervised directly under creative director Indra Gunadharma.
• had his first approved and published illustration for LA Lights thematic print ad.
• helped Art Directors in handling brands such as Sharp, Toto, Ajinomoto, & Kao.