the life of an acosmist

1. Garrett Breedlove from The Terms Of Endearment
I fell in love with this character so bad. A bizarre old man that have a wild side. I would love to spend my life with a bizarre guy and he'll keep his wild side until he's old.
2. Jesse from Before Sunrise/Before Sunset
The way he tells stories from his life, and those smart conversations. I just......love it. It's like a lullaby for your long sleep.
3. Andy Dufresne from The Shawshank Redemption
I NEED A SUPER-DUPER WISE GUY JUST LIKE HIM, PLEASE.
4. Roy Walker/Red Bandit from The Fall
I just want to have a big brother just like him. He'll be a great brother
5. Bob Harris from Lost In Translation
He's qualified as my lifetime friend. He's still hiding his sadness from his "outcast-ed" life, just like me, being in the middle of the unknown crowd. He's just.........idk, undescribable.
6. Harry Lockhart from Kiss Kiss Bang Bang
A badass guy from New York, he has to be by my side to be my personal comedian + cop. (And yeah, magician, for sure ;D)
7. Joel Barish from Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind
He'll show me that memories are too important :'''''''''''')

tidur.
bangun-bangun:
di sebelah gue udah ada suami gue. tidur lelap habis dari kantor
ternyata gue udah nikah.
dia kerja di bidang yang cukup tinggi
padahal masih relatif muda.
ternyata gue udah dewasa.
cuma bisa ngeliatin suami gue yang tidur lebih lelap dari bayi
keluar dari kamar,
ada 2 anak lari ke gue
lak-laki dan perempuan.
minta buatin sarapan.
si suami kebangun gara-gara anak-anak itu.
ternyata gue udah punya anak.

hanya bisa senyum lalu beranjak dari tempat tidur.
nyenggol gue dengan muka tengilnya
pijit-pijit pundak gue
tiba tiba mulutnya ada di deket telinga gue
"...bikinin buat aku juga dong..."
si suami ke kamar mandi, mengambil baju kerjanya
sambil ngeliatin gue dengan senyum yang selalu tersungging di bibirnya.
gue ke dapur
bikinin sarapan
2 anak itu menonton acara kesukaannya di tv.
suami keluar dari kamar mandi dan berpakaian dengan rapi
lalu sarapan bareng
pak supir nongol dari pintu dapur
"pak, nanti telat loh.."
si suami tersenyum sambil beres-beres
"papa berangkat ya, dadah semua! nanti papa kasih oleh-oleh kok.."

si anak hanya bisa melambaikan tangan sambil teriak "dadah"
gue?

lari dan cium dia di pipi.
katanya:
"unyu deh kamu hmmh. kamu inget unyu gak?"
dibales deh ciumannya.

si suami pun pergi
si istri pun akan menunggunya di rumah bersama anaknya.
dan akan selalu berlangsung seperti ini,
selamanya


imajinasi itu indah.

In the times like this, all i can think is: my own future dreams.
Everybody have they're own future dreams so, i'll tell you some of it:

• Dream job? Movie Director!

Every person that entering to a teenager phase, might be feeling "the puppy love."
What? Puppy love?


Ahhhh....I hate that word. It's a bullshit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Useless.
For me it is. You know that I'm in a huge love that might be never dies. But hell, I want it die right now.
I can't take it anymore. Tell me how to handle this. I wanna cry. I wanna scream. Out loud.

I know. Life is easy, when you're not have a feeling to somebody. What a poor me. It's always been a sad thing for me. ☹ ☹ ☹ ☹ ☹ ☹ I hate it and yeah I hate you. You made me fall freely. Sheeeeezzz!!! Afduwjsbxvgfoejvsggdevwqh I'm stressed out.









Whatever.

Hi. What's up? I want to share something

Just ɑ few minutes ago, I checked my old map and found.....your name on ɑ paper. (That "your" word is for....you know, crush.) This is kinda strange. Did I stole your paper or what? How could your name appear on that paper? And also, I found ɑ piece of my usual doodle work. Bam! It's ɑ picture that describing an activity that recently happened......between us. Whoa, weird huh. Am I ɑ psychic or what?

Hmmm, oh yeah, lately, I borrowed ɑ book from my friend titled “Let Go”. It's ɑ sad novel that tells about friendship. The main charactes is called Caraka. And you know what, that Caraka guy is really my type. He like every movie that I like, musics that I like, humble, sing, helper and MORE. And ɑ little bit similar to my crush. The question is, when can I found ɑ guy that looks like Caraka?

And I've been think twice about love. Jaman gue masih kecil, gue masih inget ada slogan "bakalan nempel kayak amplop dan perangko". And I thought, di dunia ini, ada 3 jenis amplop. Yang satu disimpan selamanya sebagai kenang-kenangan, yang satu dibuang ke tempat sampah begitu aja, dan yang satunya lagi perangkonya disobek buat koleksi dan amplopnya dibuang.




Kalau memang, pacaran, diidentikkan dengan perangko dan amplop, kalau misalkan suatu saat perangkonya disobek buat koleksi lalu amplopnya dibuang, berarti...ya kayak judul lagu yang universal. Love hurts. Belum lagi biasanya kalau peranko disobek begitu saja dari amplopnya masih ada bekas-bekas perangko yang tersisa yang bisa digambarin sebagai kenangan si pasangan yang berbekas di hati.

I really, don't know why I wanted to write this post. Maybe because I'd really want to share things with people. And I've seen too much broken hearted people (via social site) recently. I don't want to being stuck in ɑ shit love. Serious love would be great. Maybe this is the point why I post this. This, is the reason.

xoxo-irien

okay, it means-------> hello!
rasanya gue bosen banget. don't know what to do.
share some story? okay. well, reason why i gettin' bored is:

gue gak ikut pesantren. while the other's havin' pesantren.

why? karena gue sakit. batuk, pusing dan SUMPAH itu gak enak banget, rasanya gue udah mau menyerahkan diri ke rumah sakit. alhasil gue seharian cuma tidur-tidur aja. dan gue mendapat tugas........membuat makalah. again with the makalah? kayaknya dalam kelas 9 ini, gue sudah buat 1 makalah, sedang membuat 1 makalah dan akan membuat 1 makalah buat karyawisata. Geez! apakah sekolah gue itu pecinta makalah? who knows~

and suddenly,

i missed my bangs! bangs, yes! well you know i'm not using my bangs since..umm 8th grade.
yeah well now my hair like this,


do you think that i should use bangs for 9th grade? i ask for your tastes -,-
(p.s: i miss my bestsssssssssssss! hopefully they come to cinere safely)
xxoo-irien!

• Bowie
• Ladies Of The World
• Hiphopopotamus vs. Rhymenoceros
• Hurt Feelings
• Leggy Blonde
• Inner City Pressure

kata davita, Paolo Nutini itu ganteng
hm who is he anyway?

















sampai gue lihat MTV. ada video klip
it's titled "candy". lagunya aneh ya puitis dengan kata kata aneh. BUT IT'S GOOD!
ternyata...........EMANG GANTENG!!!!!!!!!!!!



thank you dav, kau sudah memberi gue cowok gantengggggggggggggggggggggg.
wanna check out the "candy" song? open it by clicking here!
xxoo-irien

did i already tell u
that now i'm OFFICIALLY learning at 9b?
no? never? okay, now i already tell you
ini sekumpulan foto foto konyol yang gue take~~~




thank GOD i have great great classmate.
hope it'll be the greates class since 8c! :'( (suddenly i miss 8th grade)
xxoo-irien