5 Signs you're falling in love. [H.Sea edition]
This is pretty basic but I gotta let it out. Why? Because I’m falling in love.
1.You start listening to an over excessive amount of love songs. Sometimes you’ll have a specific era, genre, or artists to listen to. The old Jodeci songs remind me of my ex so I’ve been looking for something new. However, I’ve been on a Beyonce-DC3 love streak. The songs perfectly relate to how I’m feeling. For the first time, when I listen to ‘Halo’ the lyrics in the song match to my feelings…perfectly.
2. You find your self taking random pauses throughout the day just to think of him/her. I’ll be at my desk writing a news release then all of a sudden I’d just stop put my head down close my eyes and whisper “oh my God, I love him.” Other times I’ll stare out into space.
3. You can’t sleep at night. All this week I’ve been restless and I’m tired as shit. My bed is so comfortable and I can’t sleep in it. I wake up in the middle of the night thinking about him. Wishing that I was there with him or he was here with me.
4. You look for different mediums to vent your feelings. I’ve talked my friend’s ears off. I’ve written on my Evernote. I’ve even recorded a voice note on my phone.
5. You can’t fight your intuition anymore. Then you have a brief anxiety attack about it. Last night, I repeatedly said to my self “this is not happening. Why is this happening now? This is not suppose to happen.” My intuition usually tells me all the reasons why I shouldn’t. This time, it’s telling my why I should. I’m scared. I’m in love with everything about him. His flaws, his perfections, everything. I know I love him and I know he loves me but I really did not expect to fall in love with him. I’ve been trying to keep my self distracted with other things and other men but I can’t fight it any longer.
Soooooo when am I gonna tell him that I’m in love? I’m not sure. I’ll just try to hold it back until it consumes me, until I can’t fight it anymore. I’m caught up in the rapture of love *cues Anita Baker* and I’ll fall victim eventually…