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FT WON MBLAQ!!!!!!!!!:D

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fuckyeahasiandrama:

OST Tune of the Day: Jaywalking - Sung Joon from tvN’s Shut Up: Flower Boy Band 

Just as I suspected, I’ll be posting almost every song from this drama. 

-fuckyeahinfinite-:

[Shut up Flower boy band OST 2] Sungjoon[JiHyuk]-  무단횡단(JayWalking) 

CN Blue is the REAL BAND!

primadonnaprincess:

primapentastick:

monsterrificy:

jonghunlol:

entertaement:

sixteendimensional:

kpopsecrets:

Not FT Island.

Because CN Blue members CAN ACTUALLY PLAY THE GUITARS LIVE! Unlike FT Island members. To me,only Hongki and MinHwan work hard in FT Island.The others are just faking it. And act cute.
CN Blue is THE REAL BAND! They ROCK!

EXCUSE ME BUT YOU NEED TO BE SLAPPED.

^ I second that.

acted cute? i wish! all jonghun do is moan and try to look sexy while fake-playing.

:/

^

DAFUG?????????!!!!!

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  • fuckyeahasiandrama: OST Tune of the Day: Jaywalking - Sung Joon from tvN’s Shut Up: Flower Boy Band Just as I suspected, I’ll be posting almost every song from this drama.
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I'm trying not to hate.

BUT SERIOUSLY YOU’RE GETTING ANNOYING. FKING ANNOYED.

ICWYDT JUST ADMIT RIGHT, you’re using me.

your expectation is high like fk oh pls no one is going to meet that.

SO PISSED OFF.

its like everything you say im not gna agree with it.

everything you do is just disdain. get it?

disgusting like shittttttttttt.

& oh pls, you’re not that awesome, perfect, flawless.

why do you expect others to be like this?

ARE YOU MAD?

asldhsjlhdflshdjflhskdhfdkl

FKING RUDE.

YOU’RE RUDE, EXTREMELY RUDE.

LIKE COME ON, I don’t expect a return anyway.

LIFE IS SAD.

YOU’VE NEW CLIQUE LIKE KAN YOU DITCHED ME LIKE WHAT?

I DON’T EXIST?

YOU DIDN’T EVEN BOTHER TO ASK.

LIKE HELLO?

WHO IS THE ONE WHO ACCOMPANIED YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE?

FUUUUUU.

Never going to see you again & prolly burn all the polaroid pics taken.

just wait & see.

fking petty.

you know I hate people saying

1. SHORT

2. CHEENA

YOU FKING SAID IM SHORT & U JUST HURT BE DIRECTLY LIKE FU.

you did it on purpose & you should just bang a wall & die.

you’re fking desperate for a boyfriend.

LIKE HELLO YOU CAN’T LIVE W/O A GUY?

like srsly your attitude, actions & everything just turns a guy off fyi.

OH PLS, DON’T FOLLOW TREND BLINDLY FGS.

I rmbed u saying udek what tribal prints is.

& what now? CRAZY OVER TRIBAL PRINTS.

JUST FK URSELF & DIE BIJ.

saying that you don’t like certain stuff & get crazy over it after you saw everyone having it?

JUST GTFO MY LIFE, BIJ.

I'm going to start ranting here since nobody is up so early to listen to me.

Nnbccb you think you boss?
The way you speak to me is like I owe u a life!!!
Like come on, ikr I’ve been used by u fgs I’m not that stupid.
Accompany you to work so that you can find your love there right?
Knn despo freak.
You need a boyfriend sfm?
You think you what?! Princess?
Oh gawd look at the mirror & reflect yourself.
You want a bf who is rich, handsome & what’s more?
Your attitude sucks ttm.
How I wish I didn’t know you.
You formed a clique so that you could become the leader of the group?
Fgs, wake up!!!!!!!
I hate to be lead FYI.
I like the other way round.
You definitely dk me well at all!!!!! Ahajhskskskslsksl
Yes I know I look weak & all
But you dk the diff inside me.
You don’t even know.
I don’t show my evil side.
Like wtf you’re damned huachi cannnn.
It’s like the way you treat me is totally different when we’re tgt with a group of guys. Knn damned gross.
Your voice totally turn xmm, become gentle & like as if you got manners!!!!!!
FUUUUU
You think I no experience & idk anything right…
Wait till u get cheated by playboys.
You definitely looks too cheap & too easy for guys to prey on.
That feeling sucks when you know guys treat you well for a purpose.
Oh & all your guys friends are fugly pls!!!
What’s there to be proud of?
It’s like you send yourself to guys who looks a little bit better.
Kanina.
You’re damned bitch fgs.

FYI, I don’t like to be commanded. As in I know what I’m doing & have never been told on what to do & what not to.
You think you what sia?!
You’ve already pissed me damned much on your bitchy birthday!!!!
Stop acting like a boss cuz you’re damned fail & bitchy.
In case you never know, I met someone worse than you. So pls don’t assume I’m like one weakling who you can stepped on whenever you like.
GTFO.

Ps, I prefer sec sch friends sfm kthxbye.

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Things are complicated,

as always.

I hope no one is reading this cuz I’m just pouring all my feelings out here.

I REALLY FEEL LIKE CRYING.

I’m feeling stress out of nowhere~

just because of someone…

not like you’re going treat me like this on my birthday.

fyi, among this /clique/ I guess I’m the only who cared most.

No one else is.

Look, everybody knows this is hard.

That is why you are pushing all the responsibilities to me.

now what?

no reply?

means what?

you’re angry?

I’m the one WHO IS ANGRY.

like come on,

look at the way you text me first.

what kind of tone is that?

did I owe you something?

YOU KNOW I HATE BEING MANIPULATED.

cuz usually, I’m always the one manipulating others, tbh.

I’m not your maid.

Come on, it’s just a DAY.

like hello,

you know how unimportant I’m treating my own birthday for the past 17 years?

You don’t know me well.

I’m totally different from you.

I don’t like parties and presents and all.

I APPRECIATE WISHES MOST.

yes, short & sweet birthday messages are cute and touching.

THAT’S IT.

& friends get together to enjoy a meal.

I don’t need PARTIES & PRESENTS.

all these are what? MATERIALS.

TO CONCLUDE, YOU’RE MATERIALISTIC.

GET IT?

NO?

I’m easily contented. I’m not greedy.

I’m not those kind of people who wants things big.

the anger is like pilling up each time.

You did the wrong move. Each time u text, I don’t even feel like replying.

YOU’RE DAMNED OBVIOUS THAT YOU’RE ONLY USING ME.

BULLY. yeah, I know its a year difference, so what? What you want to do?

I’m not a dog.

REALLY, YOU SHOULD KNOW ME BETTER.

YOUR AH LIAN ATTITUDE IS DAMNED GROSS FOR GOODNESS SAKE.

YOU ARE NOT ONE, IKR?

CAN YOU JUST, REFLECT ON YOUR DAMNED SICK ATTITUDE?

ITS FREAKING TURN OFF.

I do have attitude like this, I only showed it when I know its right.

BUT YOU JUST SHOW IT TO YOUR SO-CALLED-SISTER.

ARE YOU SICK?!

damned you, bitch.

you’re making me guilty for no reasons.

EH LIKE COME ON, I WOULDN’T BUY A SHIT WHEN U SAID THAT.

BUT U KNOW I’VE GOT DIGNITY. so its just a present.

So angry at you, I’m not putting blames on anyone else but just you, yourself.

WHO ON EARTH, would ask what you want on your birthday? with a rude tone.

THIS IS DEMANDING.

I’M NOT YOUR PARENTS.

You don’t trust me? Just don’t be my friend!

You’re always using me.

I asked you out, you said you’re not free.

BUT YOU’RE ALWAYS ASKING PEOPLE TO ACCOMPANY YOU.

GET A BF!

I guess nobody wants to bother you anymore.

your freaking attitude.

YOU SHOWED A BRAVE FRONT but instead, you’re a freak who is more timid than me.

I just realised I’m actually not timid. I know what I’m doing & do things meticulously.

I don’t do things on impulse. Unlike you.

you’ve your own groups of friends. look for them when you need them! why ask me?

seriously, damned pissed.

PUT YOURSELF IN MY SHOES.

Friendship sucks, I dislike girl friends.

I’ve been complaining about friendships since secondary school times.

I prefer guy friends.

LESS DRAMA.

kbye.

At least, I make an effort. I’ve done my part.

Appreciate it or you’ll never see me again.
You’re not worth my effort.

I don't like to read my blog cuz I forget how I feel at that moment. All the posts seem like its not written by me.

.

I'm feeling like shit right now

No one knows how it feels like.
No one bother asking.
I’m putting a fake smile on when I’m actually breaking down crying out loud inside.
I don’t even how to describe feelings.
Trust.
Used.
I’m living good with my own opinions.
I don’t like people interfering into what I’m doing as if I know nothing.
I know vividly what I’m doing, I’m not a kid.
Only strangers have the choice to judge.
Apparently, even friends judge.
FML.
I’m always trying to help; to initiate
I received not even a ‘thank you’ or even being doubted at my ability.
I’m not appreciated by anyone.
I don’t feel proud of doing even the simplest task.
My confidence level falls right to negative.
You don’t judge my knowledge by my look.
The only thing that makes me smile & laugh is kpop. Nothing else.
Even a short period of happiness.
It’s so easily destroyed by my sensitive self. I’m feeling down all over again.
I know I can only help myself.
Feelings.
I hate being doubt,
Hate being called as ‘short’!!
Yeah, I smile. You don’t know how much it hurts, it kills my confidence.
Hate being used.
On the other hand, I know it’s not right to feel this way. However, I just can’t help it. It feels like I’m always doing things for your sake. It doesn’t bring me joy in whatever I’m doing.
I’m always there when others need someone there to help.
Eventually, I don’t find anyone helpful in my contact lists.
They give utmost excuses which pissed me even more.
Yes right, I’m stupid.
I should be selfish & be more mean infront of everyone.
I hate feelings, hate being a human.
Family is already a problem.
I didn’t want any more to make me depress.
Myself, is also a problem.
I just can’t spend cuz I’ve no $. it’s a kind of retail therapy. I need a job but I don’t have one:\
The cycle repeats again & again,
I’m sick of everything & everyone.
Tumblr is a place for me to pour all my feelings to.
I may sound like I’m committing suicide right this moment but I’m not.
I’m scared of the exam results this Thursday,
Really scared. I know I didn’t do well, I didn’t make effort, didn’t give my best.
I know my limits.
Everything is pissing me off although I may look cheerful & all.
Forgive me if I sound offensive.
But you should know when to speak to me. Yeah I can be straightforward.
Just ignore me.
Bye.

DID I DO A SUM UP OF 2011?

Anyway, today is already 20 of 2012, coming 21.

I’m turning 18 this 15th JUNE. hahahah.

SPECIAL? NOT AT ALL. not as if I party or whatsoever-.-

I don’t need age to prove anything:b

2011 to me, is like… didn’t happen at all. I mean, really. It just past by like that…

What I can remember was, from after O’s to April of 2011, I have been working. I gain quite a lot of experiences actually. It’s something you cannot learn from a book. Your opinions towards others, your feelings, changed.

I did change. ERM, FROM A TOTALLY QUIET GIRL TOWARDS STRANGERS TO A TOTALLY-CAN-SPEAK-UP-GIRL. all thanks to people who trained me & scold me, asked me to TALK. not that I’m quiet, I’m just too timid to speak up. I lack of confidence. Now, I still lack some ego :/

I need ego.

I TRIED CONTACT LENS, I TRIED DYING HAIR.

I’m a nervous freak, it is a habit, I can’t do anything to change about it.

I tend to shiver when I’m nervous & I really hate it.

The only kpop event I went to during 2011 is Beast fanmeet?

Yeah, I think so, if I’m not wrong. OH, & I RECEIVED REAL LIVE STARCALL FROM BOYFRIEND. HAHAHAH. People who doesn’t believe me, IDGAF.

2012 IS A GOOD START. tho, most of the time is boring.

15th & 16th!:> but I fell sick from 18th to 20th! :<

FML I NEED TO STOP FALLING SICK EASILY.

MY IMMUNE SYSTEM… CUI.

I wish I can see FTI perform live again. LOL WITHDRAWALS DIDN’T GO AWAY & IT JUST KEPT COMING BACK TO ME, HAUNTING ME:<

PAGE 15 & 16 OF 366 FANGIRL LIFE.

Hey, I know its kinda sad that I’m going to really leave all fandoms & just stick with FTISLAND :> THEY ARE THE FIRST BAND I KNOW AFTER 2 PRIS INTRODUCED KPOP TO ME. THEY ARE STILL AWESOME AS EVER. (SINCE 09, THE YEAR I KNOW THEM) IT’S JUST THAT MY BIAS HAS CHANGED FROM JAEJIN (BCUZ THAT FRIEND LIKES HER SO I CHOSE HOONIE) TO HOONIE)

BUT WHAT NOW? I LOVE JAEJIN <3

LET ME SHARE THIS PRECIOUS MOMENT TO YOU~ YOU MUST FEEL PROUD ME LETTING ALL MY FEELINGS OUT INTO THIS BLOG & ALL THE SMALL LITTLE FANSERVICE I RECEIVED.

First of all, let me talk about the event that happened few hours ago. THE MOST EXCITING PART. Jaejin SMILED & WAVED AT ME while I was at the barriers or is that barricade? yeah I think so heehee.

I TALKED TO HIM FOR QUITE LONGGGGGGGGGGG. IT SEEMS SHORT THO. HE IS SO FRIENDLY!!!! SAD TO SAY THAT WOONIE DOESN’T LOOK AS FRIENDLY AS HIM (CUZ HE’S NAMSHIN, TOO PERFECT). k, EVERYONE HAS FLAWLESS FACE. SO BEAUTIFUL. JAEJIN HAS SPARKLING BROWN EYES OMG. ITS SO… IDEK HOW TO DESCRIBE!!!

THE PART WHEN HE STAND ON THE STAGE SOLO OMGGGG. It was kinda awesome I managed to take some videos. its small but, ITS THE SOUND QUALITY THAT MATTERS, RIGHT?

THIS IS THE FIRST CONCERT I’VE WATCHED & FIRST TIME I SEE FTI, I WISHED THIS TWICE ON MY BDAE!!

WHAT’S WRONG WITH ME? I actually thought of leaving this fandom before this concert take place ysd. BUT NOW…

THEIR CONCERT WAS EXTRAVAGANT. SRSLY.

THE LIGHTING & EFFECTS. It’s just that Japanese are like more prioritised for them. This is what I feel. There are so many noona & fanboy!!!!!!

I REALLY APPRECIATE PEOPLE WHO LISTEN TO TRUE MUSIC. I MEAN, AWESOME MUSIC. REAL LIVE BAND PERFORMANCE. I FELT DAMNED SHIOK AFTER THE CONCERT. CUZ IT WAS SO AWESOME!! (WITHDRAWALS)

(compared to cnblue, major similar music I can’t listen to them for a long time)

FT ISLAND IS TALENTED.

U know what? I tweet to Jaejin before the concert abt asking him to stand at PEN B SIDE & HE DID!!!!!!!! BUT I’M SEATING AT THE BACK. HIS ONLY FANSERVICE WAS TOWARDS PEN STANDING!!!!!!!! (I’LL COPY PASTE WHAT I TWEET TO HIM)

SO ANYWAY, I RECEIVED HONGKI’S FANSERVICE.

FUCKING THRILL.

Apparently, only me & my friend were the HIGH ones at the seating. (I was standing, the seats were not meant to be there hahah)

so we were holding our hands, moving with music, even ‘dance’ along…

HE NOTICED IT!! HE POINTED RIGHT AT ‘ME’!!!!! LIKE OMFG & SING RIGHT TO US.

WHAT IS HEAVEN? OMG.

U KNOW WHAT? I no longer feel hatred towards him. EVERYONE IS SO DAMNED FRIENDLY. PRIMADOONAS ARE THE BEST FANDOM, I CAN SAY.

THE MOST PRECIOUS MOMENT IS THAT I MADE NEW FRIENDS!!

even while queuing at subway!!! they were so friendly!!

OMG JAEJIN’S CUTE SMILE JAEJIN’S BASS JAEJIN’S VOICE!!

Oh I almost forgot,

I told him just now,” JAEJIN DID U RECEIVED MY STARCALL ON UR BDAE?”

HE WAS LIKE HUH? & U KNOW HE WAS SO FUCKING CLOSE TO ME OMG & I SAID AGAIN & HE WAS LIKE, “YEAH YEAH”

HAHAH & WHILE HE WAS SIGNING FOR MY POSTER…………..

I SAID,” YOU’RE SO CUTE, SARANGHAE!”

HE INTIATIED TO SHOOK HAND WITH ME OMFG!

I GRABBED HIS RIGHT HAND & THIS STUPID SECURITY GUARD PULLED ME AWAY WTF.

I HATE SECURITY GUARDS.

I TALKED TO JAEJIN FOR SO LONG OMG.

I WANTED TO CHANGE MY YEOBO TO HIM.

I KNOW I SHOULDN’T BUT I REALLY HATE MOST B2UTY!!!

THEY ARE SO FAKE & ALL.

PRIMADONNAS ARE TRUE & LOYAL!! <3

Apparently, there are still unfriendly ones… But let’s just ignore them.

Anyway, 15 Jan, which is ysd, my parents were shopping for cny goods & they waited for me at kangkar mall to eat dinner! how sweet. MY LIFE IS PERFECT.

FT ISLAND’S SONGS ARE AUTHENTIC.

I WISHED THEY CONTINUE COMING AFTER SO SLAKJHDJKHSFJK YEARS.

CASUALS ARE NOWHERE TO BE SEEN, REALLY.

JONGHUN’S SKIN COMPLEX IS REALLY… DAEBAK.

Actually, I found out that I can sing along to all their songs!! <3

Oh, today, I rushed to the venue after project consultation & skipped useless lecture!!

How awesome I am? :D

I’ll promise, to focus on EXAM. really. failed 2 test (PORM & MACRO)

I CAN DO IT. HWAITING!! <3

I was elated today cuz I PASSED RA2 too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO MANY SURPRISES & HAPPY MOMENTS IN TWO DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY LIFE IS SO GOOD. HAHAHAHAH.

Not to forget, that short clip during the concert… JAEJIN’S LOOK OMG. ISN’T IT BLONDE+BOWCUT+GEEK SPECT? <3 I’m going to look like a freak & Idw to try it.

I actually thought Maxpav is going to be an awful place BUT NO, IT’S MUCH BETTER THAN BEAST FANMEET. srsly… I shouldn’t have judged!!

LOOK AT MY SPAM TWEETS TO THAT LOVELY BOY.

Don't complain being lonely cuz you can only blame yourself -.-
I promised to write proper long blog post:D

Yeah, I don’t want to start typing until I get sad again. When was the last time I blogged? Special day:D.

I need to start this habit all over again - reading & writing.

SO HEY, IT’S CHRISTMAS :)

Really, I don’t find any special about this day anyway. It’s just a holiday for me. One week has passed, one more week, I’ve school again. How pathetic? I can’t help it but rant everyday on how sad my life is right now. I feel that I’ve no friends. Do you even know this kind of feeling? It’s extremely sad when those feelings come back & becomes worse during occasions. I mean, yeah, not every single day. When I really need help & feel empty, where are friends? Nowhere to be seen, can’t be able to contact them. They are just passer-bys. Sorry to say that. TBH, no sincere friends, everyone is just my hi-bye friends. So, what about family? I don’t like them too. I wished I have the capability to move out of this house. I wished I’m independent enough. Maybe, It’s just not the right time yet.

So what have I been doing? HAHAH FANGIRLING. This is my life. I don’t care if you judge. I have no life. Yes. Don’t ask me how’s life. I’m going to reply you that I’ve no life blatantly. My fangirl life- MY YEOBO: WOONIE, MY OPPAR: JAEJINNIE, MY BF: WOOHYUN, MY BABY: LJOE :D I love talking about them. Beast is my ultimate bias group, followed by FT Island, then Infinite:> They are awesome guys. How I wish I could experience an idol life for a day!! They seemed joyous living with their members. Its like, even better than living with family. I know right, all these are just for shows… At least, all the members care for each other, so sweet to each other:)

I hate being the one taking initiative. I’m sick of texting & trying to contact every single close friends during secondary school. WHAT ARE THE RESULTS? ‘busy’. TO conclude, they have a hectic life. Or is it just a mere reply to tell me that I’m no longer your friends? Maybe it is. I think way too much. But, don’t show me this kind of attitude right? If not, you would think my brain wants to think this much & stress myself out? Depression yeah? What did I get in the end? I might as well just be obnoxious to everything?

Yeah, its not good to be well-known in the cyber world. I don’t want it to be this way either. You know why I said this? I’ve bad reputations now. I don’t want to elaborate on this. People have more depressed life than me. That is why, they start to bash so that they gain happiness! How sad? I feel pathetic for people like this. But no, I don’t this way at all. I just want to naturally gain loyal followers & cares about me whenever I post something. Eh you know what? I’m actually very insecure about myself. You can see me through Twitter. Yes, I post really emotional tweets so that people actually mention me & ask me to cheer up. That’s the point, I feel happier if there’s encouragement or just a smile? And I really smirked at some people, they can act like they are your best friends:/ Seriously? IDGAF. ANYONE TRYING TO BE POPULAR ON THE INTERNET, ARE JUST PLAIN STUPID. They are much more insecure than me. Do you even actually back-up for the famous person when you don’t even see this person before in real life? I FEEL SO IRRITATED & DISGUSTED BY PEOPLE WHO BOOT-LICK. I don’t want to add any curse word here.

‘I came up with this’ new year resolutions for 2012. Hahah, u can refer to my 2011’s. I’m a failure, writing this every single year since… 07? Ever since I blogged.

1. STOP BEING SO INSECURE.

2. STOP JUDGING.

3. STOP ME SO FREAKING SENSITIVE.

4. BE OPTIMISTIC.

5. MAKE MORE SINCERE FRIENDS.

6. STOP BEING IN FANGIRL LIFE. (EXCEPT FOR THE 3 GROUPS)

7. SPEND LESS $ & START SAVING.

8. I’m going to be in Year 2 next year, CONCENTRATE ON STUDY.

9. STOP BEING A LAZY BUM, GET STARTED ON MY AMBITION.

10. CHANGE MY MINDSET.

All of these, I know some of them I wouldn’t even start doing. I’ve no direction to start off things. How to be successful? I WISH I’M A BETTER PERSON. As in, being a better friend & stop complaining about life. JUST GO BACK TO THOSE DAYS WHERE I CAN BE MYSELF & STOP PUTTING ON A FAKE SMILE.

TADA! I’ll end here. byeom:>

(cont) I really dislike the new tumblr theme customization.

By the way, I don’t get why netizens start all this fuss about plastic surgeries. LIKE HELLO, SERIOUSLY??? TBH, in this music industry, or rather, entertainment industry, who doesn’t go under the knife? At least a zap in the nose!! lol YOU KNEW IT, JUST ACCEPT IT. U can’t? Then don’t get involved in the first place! Don’t start listening & spazzing all ur idols. U can’t accept the fact that they had surgery, you’re definitely not their true fans. ugh. so pissed off at little things nowadays.

Yeah, Xander’s solo album, what I’ve highly anticipated for is finally released! Know how excited I am about receiving it? NO, YOU DON’T. Then shut up, don’t judge me & start to say I’m a casual. Fine, casual so what?

Hi, pathetic no. of readers.

You know there is something important for me to write at this hour. I should be in my Paradise/ Neverland now. BUT NO, I’m writing this…

Idk wtf all those secondary schools xdd & xmm is thinking. They’re getting from bad to worse. omg. When I was 13 or 14, I was still a blur sotong. I didn’t know what is life outside this world. at all.

(wait, I sound like an emo)

anyway, poly life just sucks, alright? I hate it. I hate the fact that for so many years of study, this is the first time I’m mugging for test on a December holiday, which you know, everyone is having fun overseas. Or, working to earn $.

Oh yes, I screwed up every paper. I don’t even give a fuck to this coming friday’s paper. like seriously, hopeless. I think I would think better if I was not on medication.

I had just recovered last week due to a one-week-torture-fever & its back again!

How pathetic?

I don’t enjoy what I am doing rn.

I can’t even think further…

Further more, I really have an ambition. To become a successful entrepreneur, I want everybody to wear apparels that belongs to my brand. yeah, my brand. I want to make it worldwide. It’s hard tho.

Okay, work life is hard too. I don’t want to further elaborate this.

yeah, so 16th dec, 17th dec & 19dec will be busy. The rest of the week? go work. Oh fyeah, there are assignments & projects to be submitted. EH 2 WEEKS? Definitely not sufficient.

Erm so, I really want to attend FT Island’s Play concert on 15 Jan!! I haven’t bought the tickets yet but I knew tickets are not selling fast. I can take my own sweet time to buy them from Sistics. I’m so afraid that during Jan, I wouldn’t even have time. WHAT A POLY LIFE. PROJECTS + EXAM. KILL ME.

This is so much of a proper post, compared to the previous ones, I was typing rubbish. I doubt anyone would read it. Nvm, it’s for my own purposes. Judge me all you want. Anyone who reads it, just read it & forget what I’ve written.

So here’s the advertisement: TADA!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A9cI32hsp-o

share it! x)

Finally, my bdae wish came true (: Anyway, I’m envious of those bdae surprises. Cuz for the past 17 years or rather, 16 years of my life, I never had like a proper celebration. Heh, its not important anyway :x Forget it.

Byeom!

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  • jonghun: “슬픈 언약식” - FT Island :)))))))
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  • Infinite - Come Back Again
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