As a consequence of my extensive memory of people and my inability to let go of things, I am one to hold a grudge. Now this happens as a reaction and I’m able to override this consciously.
That’s only if I want to though.
If we’re friends I don’t really think about the number of times who’s paid for the food. If my friends are coming over, I don’t have a problem paying for the food and liquor nor have I ever asked my friends for gas money (mainly because my car isn’t highway safe). If you have a good reason why you don’t have the money, I’ll probably understand.
However, when people start expecting it out of me or get surprised when I need someone to cover me, they act like I have no right.
So you best believe Imma count every fucking penny you owe me. I’m not as nice as Kai.
I’d be an awesome vengeful spirit.