darkgracie

oh… are you looking for my post on longing for cock? well it’s sitting over here: on the Sex and the 405 blog.

thank you Ms. Flox (twitter.com/avflox) for asking me to write this post, for some reason it came out so fluidly when you asked me to write it.

enjoy.

i’m trying to get more bang out of “short and sweet”. in this case, short and lust or short and sex or even short and fuck. if you follow me on Twitter you may have seen me post these but there are a few that are brand spanking new.

let’s see how fast i can get you off…

as she rode his cock slowly and stared into the lens she said dreamily, “make me look good.”then she came with a shudder with her head back.

she gripped handfuls of his hair and chanted, “make me come, make me come, make meeee…” as he licked, a scream leapt from her lips.

she slide down, enveloped his cock with her mouth, pushing up and down with precision and motive. she knew when he would cum and swallowed, moaning through his orgasm.

it had been too and she felt the pain in her cunt aching, screaming at her for waiting so long to be filled, it throbbed like a beast needing to be fed.

the vibrator was pressed hard against her clit, she said his full name over and over, each syllable bouncing off her tongue till she came crying for him.

i have developed a hotel sex fetish. there is something about crisp white sheets and complete silence that begs to be broken by two deviants.

it’s been at least a month since my lips touched another. it’s so sad to miss something as simple as a kiss. sex just isn’t the same without locking lips and sealing the deal of intimacy with a partner.

finally, i was over the cough that never ended. finally, he was over being borderline sick. finally, it was our time to meet each other again. that first touching of lips, that first parting to seek out the tongue, that first sigh i release finally feeling that closeness again.

we kissed.

and kissed.

and kissed.

i didn’t want to part ways with him. i wanted to embrace this moment of closeness with him. i wanted to stay locked eternally. i didn’t care so much about him fucking me or me coming or him pushing his fingers inside of me and finding my g-spot or even my mouth slipping down and enveloping his cock. no, what mattered at this moment was telling him how much i had missed his kiss by the mere act of kissing and clinging to him for life itself.

i licked his lips like a pussy. i sucked his tongue like a cock. we laid there for an uncountable amount of time enjoying what we missed most of our intimacy.

the kissing grew even more frantic as our bodies begged to differ with this intense act. they of course wanted more and as he crawled on top of me and pushed my legs open i remember our teeth scraping as i couldn’t bear to stop what joined our orifices till he pushed inside of me joining us in an animalistic way.

something is not quite right.

something is off.

something is missing…

i am starting to realize more and more how much i miss a great voice in my ear making me come. i used to have that and it was in abundance. i didn’t even have to touch myself and i would orgasm. now it’s null.

i was watching The Reader tonight and getting stirred up from the movie. you are thinking it’s the sex i am getting hot over but it’s not that. it was watching the boy actor reflecting on his afternoon at the dinner table in front of his family. watching his face react and snap as his younger sister eyed him in suspicion. it was the scenes when he was reading out loud or speaking in latin. it’s those moments that strike me.

when i watched Sweeney Todd a million times it wasn’t just for the slashing of the throats or the singing. it was watching Sweeney Todd sing to his shiny, silver razor blades with such love and admiration. watching the judge’s fingertips glide on the old spines of the books in his library. that scene triggered me being in used book stores and the smells of the books and the intimacy of being surrounded by words.

it’s the mental that leads to the physical and some guys don’t get that with us women. we want to be mentally fucked before you even lay hands on us. you want better sex? you want her to swallow? you want to stick your cock in her ass? you have to get her HOT and she will bow to your every whim. it’s true and i’ll be the first or second to admit it.

i am a slave to a mindfuck. so the next time you are seducing the female sex, use that top brain before you dare use the other brain.

i was getting a few questions on anal play/sex since posting my latest sex toy i am reviewing: Sidekick Silicone Anal Plug on Twitter earlier this evening. this made me decide on writing a quick post on anal play for beginners.

first off, this is my take on anal play/sex and it works for me. this may or may not work for everyone so do not hold me accountable if you experience pain or have an unpleasant experience.

the most important thing to remember if you are a guy or gal, about to impale your partner with your penis or toy that the vagina and butt are two different orifices. this means you do not ram your penis or toy into a butt as if it were a vagina. this is a big no-no.

i don’t mean to be graphic or gross but you should remember the pain you can feel when going #2 and this pretty much the same for anal play/sex.

patience is very key when it comes to the butt and it helps tremendously if your partner is highly aroused. in the heat of the moment your partner is more relaxed and not tensing up at the thought of their butt about to be stretched. another key element is lube if she does not get super wet like some of us gifted females.

if your partner has never done anal play it’s probably best to start with a finger and move on to a beginner’s anal plug. slow and steady is the best way to go and i mean slow boys. at this point it’s best to listen to her and let her tell you if you should push in more of the toy. the key here is only pushing the toy in baby steps because easing it all the way in is not a good idea and can hurt her a lot, this would be the same for a penis. it’s best for her to make sure to breathe steadily and again not tense up. breathing out as the toy/penis slowly goes inside in stages is probably the best.

i have found with my experience is using the beginner’s plug daily for several days and when it goes in easily, it’s time to move up in the toy size. with the ass, the less you use it then you lose it. i know i haven’t done any anal play/sex in a long while and i have to start over with the gradual working up to a penis.

what are the benefits of a toy or penis in the ass? i enjoy the fullness and the pressure it causes if i have a toy in me and a cock in the vagina. some women are able to have a g-spot orgasm when receiving anal sex. it all depends on the angle and the penis for this benefit.

i hope that helps, if you have more questions you know where to find me.

on his Valentine’s Day i am writing about cock. you may be wondering why especially if you know me well because i would have mentioned that pussy runs the world sans for the gay male population. men strive for fame, fortune and rule to get the pussy, it’s true, i’m not lying. step back for a moment and look at our society, why do men dress nice, have nice cars and have good jobs?

ok so i’m straying from the topic.

back to the cock.

i was completely fascinated and in awe the other night after touching and stroking a cock. afterwards, i was left thinking intently about the miracle of a cock. you have this flaccid appendage that when excited or at rest becomes engorged with blood to a full erection and at times painfully erect. that is amazing to be able to truly and physically show true arousal. there is no fooling a cock, if the man is not aroused then there is no erection.

the more i focused on this probably overlooked phenomenon, the more i become curious and of course jealous. does the state of mind change with an erection? does the male become more primitive and NEED to fuck and/or cum? can it be like a Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde scenario when an erection is present? are men equally amazed as i am with the science of an erection? what does it feel like slipping a cock inside of a pussy/mouth/ass? is it as gratifying as i feel being filled?

i will never know what it is like to experience the magic of an erection and i feel disappointed that in my life time there are just some things that a human cannot equally experience. so as a g-spot can by a mystery to some men, an erection is going to remain a mystery to me.

the room was almost pitch black with thin lines of parking lot lights creeping through the black out curtains of the room. i was nervous laying nearly naked beside him. his hand grazed my skin and the nerves struck even more. i wasn’t certain i was ready for this and that meant to some degree coming out of my dark spot. i was functioning like person should but inside i was torn apart. if you really paid attention to me you would notice i was focusing too much on the easiest of tasks and that my hands were shaking every so slightly. i was trying to fool the world i wasn’t in a dark place and yet who was i fooling?

he kept the soft touches and this went on for longer than it really should. usually i was “on” within seconds. i was worried his patience would be worn thin and i almost felt the vibe of him getting ready to give up. for a moment i just felt him touching me and finally it clicked. my breathing was growing heavier and it felt so nice to feel that again with him.

his hand moved down between my legs. he rubbed my thin panties and my hand pressed his harder against the fabric. i was vulnerable but i was on and i wanted to feel that oneness with him. my hand reached down to feel his hardness and once i feel him, it’s mere moments before he crawls between my legs pushing them apart and pushing inside of me. it’s always that first push that makes me crazy along with the slight hurt of being stretched to accommodate him. i held on to him tight, i wanted the closeness with him. this time, this moment it felt so emotionally intense for me. he was caring for me, loving me and it was what i needed to snap out of this sexual recession.

warning: the following is a Deviant Dreams post, read at your own risk.

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i was walking to the front door. the key slid in the slot and i unlatched the lock that i fastened quite some time ago. i assumed he would have found some kind of nourishment that i had left in the house. i swung the door open and skimmed what i could see. the air was stale and yet everything still in it’s place.

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i headed towards the back of the house where my bedroom waited. i scanned the hallways, the bathroom and the other rooms for any sign of disturbance or even life.

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i entered the room and paused at the door way. i stood there quiet and still. i listened intently for a peep, a jingle, a slight movement. nothing. i started to wonder if he was even alive. did he let himself die in that dreary and dark closet in my absence?

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my hand against the cracked door of the closet. i couldn’t make out any movement within. i didn’t smell death either. i let my hand rest on the smooth fake wood. i could make out a faint sucking in of breath. the corner of my mouth twitched into a slight grin.

i pushed the door open till the light fell upon his squinting face. he looked emaciated, somewhat dirty and very uncared for. yet, the grin upon my face grew even more. i stared into his eyes and read him. i could see his happiness, his dedication, his knowing who exactly he belonged to.

i watched him rub his eyes. the collar still affixed with the shiny “V” gleaming and dangling proudly. his hands fell to his side and he almost started to move forward and stopped. i watched the battle go on in his mind as to what to do. was it forgetfulness or rebellion? it was hard to make out. he fell back on his feet and starred up at me waiting.

i have always wanted to try kegel balls out of curiosity and was really excited when a box arrived at my door from Good Vibrations. i was so excited when i opened the box and found Smartballs Teneo Kegel Sex Toy inside. there was the solo (Uno) and a double (Duo). i was going to dinner with E that night and decided i wanted to wear the Uno for my dining pleasure.

the Uno was very easy to pop in and the finger groove makes it even easier to push inside. within the first minutes of wearing the Uno and walking around i was having a series of g-spot orgasms and was wobbly on my feet. i had to sit down for a few minutes to get used to this new sensation. every time i clenched around the Uno i would get these tiny orgasms. it was amazing and intense and i haven’t even stepped foot out of the house.

we go to dinner and the most interesting part of the evening was eating while having orgasms. that has never happened before and it really made the whole experience unforgettable. the Uno was never uncomfortable and i was able to keep in till we got home. E was pleasantly surprised when i told him during dinner i had the Uno inside of me. the grin on his face was priceless. the Uno comes with a great silicone string that makes it easy to pull out.

the Duo was a different beast. i found it a little tougher to push both balls inside of me and the finger groove is only on the second ball going in and not on the first. it would have been nice to have the groove on both balls to push inside. the feeling of both balls inside was a nice “full” feeling. i tried out the Duo twice while masturbating and didn’t feel the g-spot orgasms as often as the Uno but it was nice to have inside while having an orgasm from clitoral stimulation. the Duo was never uncomfortable while inside or during masturbation. i found myself more fond of the Uno because it rested against my g-spot just right for constant stimulation.

clean up for both toys is nice and easy and that’s how i prefer it.