Heya Peeps! I'm Chani!
People are often unreasonable, illogical and selfcentered.Forgive them anyway.If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish motives.Be kind anyway.If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies.Succeed anyway.If you are honest and sincere, people may deceive you.Be honest and sincere anyway.What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight.Build anyway.The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow.Do good anyway.Give the world the best you have and it may never be enough.Give them your best anyway.In the final analysis, it is between you and god;it never was between you and them anyway.Mother Teresa.
Happiness is not something ready made. It comes from your own actions.Dalai Lama
Well, yes. Here I am, sleep deprived and very very anxious about stuff. I want to crawl deep in a hole and not come out until it's all over.
My current mood could be described mainly like this: one third optimistic, happy and cheerful. One third nervous, scared and worried, all mixed with anxiety about the future. And one third sadness about leaving my hometown.
It's mainly that whole moving out-thing. I'm going apeshit horsepoo crazy over this. Saturday is the big day. Gaaaah.
It makes me sad driving and walking around town. I lived in this city since early childhood, alas at the same place for 9 years, and it's a giant leap of faith forward for me to leave this behind and make room for something new. I sure won't forget all of those precious memories and experiences and I'm positive about my future at the new place, but it still makes me feel kinnda sad. Still, I feel like the wee little child I was when I walk by my old Kindergarten.
There's also the convenient moving stress I'm dealing with. My future room will be a lot smaller than what I have been living in before, so I'll have to leave a lot of my stuff behind. (Even though I recently came to the conclusion that I don't even own that much stuff... It's just that I do own a lot of furniture xD)
Also, there's my usual depression about people - will they be ok with me, will I be ok with them, am I a freak to them, am I able to make it on my own and so on. I hate myself for that. *sigh* Time for some resolving art I guess...
All my cartoons are sorta based on stuff that happens in my life, but there's a lot of gloomy -"my brain won't shut the fuck up"-stuff going on as well. So, A very personal piece, but I needed to get this out of my system.
And just for the record: it's 05:29am and I still haven't slept a second tonight :( Well, it's an early shower, a gallon of coffee and breakfast for me and then it's back to packing...
May the fourth be with you,
CK
Hey hey peeps!
I just got a tumblr! :D I'll be uploading sketches and WIP's there, whilst this lil' Blog will mainly go for my cartoons. Please care for a visit, I really like it there :) Klick HERE
Also, this is my twitter, just in case you didn't know. Klick HERE
I'm pretty active on twitter, so be sure to check that out as well! :) I'd love to talk you there! <3~
Aaaaand finally for some art, this is meeee! I made it for my creative resumé. You can find the WIP on my tumblr!
That's it for now, have a nice weekend you all :)
CK
PS: For completion reasons, here is were to find me on DevArt ;)
I JUST WANT TO DO SOMETHING QUICKLY SOMETIMES WHY IS THAT SO HARD
Since I’m doing daily doodles, I totally understand this feeling. I’m not alone! D:
omg me sometimes
THIS
Perfection. It rubs the lotion on its skin.
Do you ever find such a wonderful piece of musical work that you just
yep
Jesus dick, what the fuck am I listening to?
CAN WE TALK ABOUT HOW HARD I’M LAUGHING RIGHT NOW HOLY FREAKIN CRAP
*gasps* OH GOD- *wheeze* CAN’T BREATHE- BAHAHAHAAAAAAA!!! *keels over* *thud*
what is breathing I can’t feel my legs
So I remember this one time in school. I just sat there and was drawing something between classes. Then this girl came along and asked me (the 2 most stupid questions in relation to my activities)
“Are you drawing? Did you draw that?”
And I was like
http://media.tumblr.com/d1d3e7455977389a7114989de01eb7f3/tumblr_inline_mhks63cksF1qz4rgp.gif
Anyway, she watched me draw for a bit and she asked me if I would give it to her.
And I went
http://i.imgur.com/BlH5dxs.gif
But I gave it to her anyway because I was a 15 year old bullied nerd girl and really really fucking desperate for attention. It was just a pencil sketch but I recall that it was quite detailed and it took quite an effort to draw. I was giving away one of my babies. She took it without a word and went back to her table.
Then, I walked past her table a few minutes later and I catched a glimpse of her, “coloring” it with cheapo sharpie markers.
And now I am all like
http://24.media.tumblr.com/d778afcf4baa11b764ce636c89515ac7/tumblr_mgzj0vRr3c1rfduvxo1_400.gif
But that day I was like
http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mbr5i3PRDo1qf5c32.gif
That day I died a little inside.
SO: If someone draws you something FOR FREE, that means he/she actually puts time and effort into it without asking anything back from you. But a “please” and ”thank you” would’ve been nice you stupid bitch
APPRECIATE IT A LITTLE
KTHXBYE
yo, when someone take the time and effort to draw something for you, especially when you ask for it and it doesn’t cost you a cent, it’s really cool if you show a bit of appreciation
^^^^^
WORD YO
Just hangin out with that inner critic, yo. She’ll creep up on you like nobody’s business.
I think one of the hardest things to learn when you’re starting out on a making-stuff journey is which bits of that voice are valid and which bits are a waste of time. A lot of it can drag you down and get you stuck so much that you can’t find the confidence to face the stuff you need to do to get better. But once in a while there’s a real piece of honest self-reflection. Telling the difference between those two can be super tough; knowing when to listen and when to just chin up and move on.
oh god uploading a long comic to tumblr did i do this right
extra addendum i ate a whole bunch of fruit by the foot while drawing this, i think it is becoming my official Art Fuelfriggin brilliant, thanku
right in the feels.
How is he always single in the comic? Seriously, the man has such confidence in everything he does.
http://scificity.tumblr.com
I’m sure it’s been posted before, but the text needed to be added!
GNAAAAARBGL