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Tune in for Monster, rage, and lots and lots of deaths.
See you soon!
Sometimes I get really excited to see and talk to certain people because those people seem to genuinely enjoy talking to me and listening to my ideas and just make me feel like a decent human being and holy fuck, I just really love my friends sometimes.
Considering steaming me failing at Kid Icarus later tonight. Tune in to my Twitch around 11PM EST for some hilarious rage.
My brother makes music. I’ve uploaded something he did before. Anyway, I haven’t been home in like a few months and apparently he misses me SO HE MADE THIS SONG AND I’M FREAKING OUT.
HE EVEN GOT MY FUCKING MOM TO RECORD SOMETHING.
I kinda want to stream now that I have this new Twitch.TV banner, but I have the shittiest computer known to man, so I don’t think that’ll happen.
When I finally get around to building a decent desktop, I’ll consider it.
I’m sorry that I’m not as socially awkward as you, but I still want to throw you a small birthday party because its the only way I can show I care.
D:
DO NOT REBUKE MY LOVE.
AnwarInc reading my Skype ‘About Me’ and giving his 2 cents.
I’m not gonna lie, I got a warm fuzzy feeling and the last five seconds may or may not be my new text tone. NO ONE KNOWS EXCEPT ME
I just want to take a second to thank ChampionAnwar for being such a super helpful and cool person, but mainly for not laughing at me when I awkwardly ask him music questions and then giving me constructive criticism back AND ENCOURAGING ME TO MAKE MORE MUSIC REGARDLESS OF HOW TERRIBLE I THINK IT IS.
Fuck. The worst thing about going home is family. Not the first five minutes, when you're happy to be in a familiar situation, its the second hour when your mother starts probing you about your love life and your failures and everything that you haven't done yet.
Family is obnoxious.
Really excited about the car, but the blood price. Ugh.
League has kinda lost its appeal.
I didn't want it to, but you know, happens.
After getting Silver, I've been less inclined to play in general. Not because its not a challenge, but it just isn't as fun as it used to be and I don't know why. Everyone seems to be so serious about it.
Boo, I'm gonna climb the ladder tonight or Fuck these bronze scrubs, why the fuck is my team so fucking bad and I'm just sitting here like Hey guys, remember when this game used to be fun?
No.
I actually don't remember it being fun. Ever.
I remember getting really upset over shitty teams and thinking everyone looked down at me just because I didn't have a cool border.
I remember my ADC cursing me out because my comprehension of the game was not where it needed to be, so apparently I shouldn't be allowed to play the game ever.
I remember going 0-24-2 for about fifteen levels straight when I first joined because of troll smurf accounts.
I don't know, man.
I just want to have fun with this game now and I've been spending so much time trying to improve that I forgot what made it fun.
An hour later, he changes it back. God, this guy is obnoxious.
If he wasn't such an obvious attention-whore, I wouldn't even fucking care. But dear god, he's obnoxious.
I was walking to work today, late (as usual), but for the first time in the longest time I felt happy.
It was strange.
"Wow. Its like you're actually black today."My coworker said this to me today. I took out my braids last night because needed to get them redone today, so went to work with it styled naturally.
Played three two games in a row with Tantman. I tried to focus; super tired from work, but need to keep on if I want to even start considering gold rank. We lost both of them. He blames me and, to be honest, I don't give a fuck. If he didn't carry half the team, I wouldn't even play with him because he just bitches and moans so.much.
To be fair, he is like ten (lol, not really) fourteen? Bothers me more that he has a better elo than me AND is younger, but I guess that's how it goes sometimes?
/salt
The unforgivable thing here is dissing Tristana and calling her "the most useless character in League of Legends ever". That is straight up elitist bullshit right there. AP Trist has some of the best ratios in the game, ignoring Nunu for a second, and her range is vastly superior than 95% of every ADC ever created. Can we just take a second to also talk about her passive which allows her to harrass enemies with just minion kills? MAGIC DAMAGE EVEN. Why does an ADC need to scale with magic damage, you ask? BECAUSE TRISTANA JUST FUCKING CAN, that's why.
Okay. So clearly, I am upset about this, but I'm going to do the adult thing and pretend like I'm not bothered by it at all and just continue to use this kid to get me closer to my goal.
Sorry, but not really, bro.
Doing a pretty terrible job at my resolutions this year. Supposed to be cranking out a vlog every week and keeping on top of updating these things.
Cest la vie. I've never been a very focused person anyway...
Found out an old high school classmate died three days ago from a drug overdose. Heroin, to be precise. I've got an extremely strange feeling about this.
Spent an hour or so talking to Monica about it.
...like even if we weren't close with these people it hurts a lot, cause you still were in such close proximity with them all the time, like you shared so much of your daily schedule with them. that's why I think it's so whack when people are like "oh but you weren't close to them" [or] "why are you sad"And it made me feel better because I understood why I was feeling so terrible. It made me feel better to know that she understood.
Somethings gonna give, and that something was work. I was ten minutes late this morning.
The worst part is that I could have easily been on time, I just didn't want to get up this morning.
Phone is off till next Monday so I really hope no one important tries to call me or anything (not that anyone ever does).
I wish Seth would hurry up so that I can spend money I don't have on something I don't need. Gosh.
Real talk? Super excited about this 3DS. I'll post some picts later, but with Pokemon X&Y coming out later this year, I can't afford to not buy it from this dude at $180. The other option was getting it from Brian and taking some Gamestop credit for games, but he has a habit of giving me defective items. Don't trust it. At all.
Currently just sitting at B&N waiting for class to start and attempting to not spam Seth's phone with calls. If only he had texting capability like all us normal humanbeings.
Spending tonight getting excessively drunk and watching Battlestar Galactica. No regrets, none at all.
Now if you'll excuse me, I have some livetweeting to do.