“I always had a goal. I never had a time in my life where I thought, I don’t know what I want to do. It was always me saying, ‘I know what I want to do and I want to do it now!’” - Aubrey Plaza for Complex Magazine [x]
“There’s something kinetic about him and his being. He’s classically sexy, yet he’s very much a boy in his energy. It’s a great dynamic.”
lol 2,512 views. only cause there are lyrics in my title :P
*rest in peace D.Z.
10.06.2010
to tell you the truth, i don't really have the time for you..
i can probably update you like every 3 months, at the best.
idk what to write and i frankly cannot express myself in words.
i would much rather stutter and explain things all in person.
don't get me wrong, i still love you.
we will meet again soon.
xo,
bea
p.s. senior year is all kinds of emotions.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RRBcwufAuQw
watching this literally makes me cry.
my ultimate dream is to somehow, someday, in some way help get kids in places like this in safe places with warm food, a sturdy home, plenty of new clothes, good education, etc.
just thinking about all those kids out there in need literally breaks my heart.
favorite actress: julie andrews
favorite actor: tom hanks
favorite singer: lea salonga
*adding other favorites as i go along and actually remember to add them here
favorite song(s): smile, you'll never walk alone, happy xmas (war is over)
WOW. really? it's all over?! yeah, it's true. last day of school.
let's recap this "hell" year:
moving up to Bella Voce :) / getting my first F's in physics and precalc / getting wildcat spirit award from mme. kabulis! / first tag day / having another year of lunch with anna ;) / frustrations and fun times in photo / FREAKING AM CIV & it's freaking easy final >:[ / graduation and actually paying attention.. gonna miss the seniors! :'( / making symphonic and madrigals!!!!!! it's still surreal / meeting awesome people and making new friends / procrastinating projects for physics (mouse trap, egg drop, bottle rocket) and getting lucky.. 2nd place for highest altitude baby! / performing RENT for broadway pops / french 4 with betty and tricia / very interesting lunches with misheel, yessy, megan, jennie and audrey xD / CRAZY fortune telling game the last day of amciv (mr. o gets around) / senior prank: food fight / same day: lockdown.. legitimately thought i was going to get shot O_O / finding out that amanda is moving to brazil! D: / our little "anti-prom" party.. haha / this year going ridiculously crazy fast! WTHeck?!
pretty sure much more eventful things happened, but it'll just be all memories now.
*SENIORS '11
well it's been a while. *understatement*
so it's already been a year since broadway pops '09. i still remember the rehearsals from last year like it was yesterday. i really think this show will be awesome, just as long as these few kids get it together and just rehearse instead of fooling around and making us stop every minute.
oh yeah, we had a food fight and lockdown on may 14.. just logging it so i don't forget that "epic" day at cvhs -___-
it scared the crap out of me.
k. need to get back to hw :P
school countdown: 22 -- thank God.
mexico countdown: 66 or 65.. i'll have to recount
i believe that i have been eating A LOT.. more than usual.
my usual schedule is: breakfast (cereal, poptarts, water), lunch (sandwich, something sweet, water), snack when i get home (ehh fruit or whatever i can find), and dinner (whatever my parents make) which i sometimes skip..
but lately it seems that i've been buying a lot of snacks from the vending machine more often, not just for breakfast. after school, i tend to eat like 2 more full meals before bed. idk, i don't think i'm explaining it very well.
bottom line: i am pretty much always eating.
:( and this does not help with my current weight situation.
i am convinced that it's all because of the stress from school. i probably, subconsciously, eat to take my mind off of the stress and work.
this is a bittersweet time of the year. it's the last quarter, almost summer, but there are stupid effing ap tests and finals.
*sigh* shoot me.
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(7:29 PM)
YOU SEE! i just had a bowl of ramen 2 hours ago and my stomach is already rumbling >:[ this is very frustrating.
Yeah, so I haven't done any homework yet.. just distracting myself. Like I said in the last blog, I really don't mind staying up late.
So there were these two review sheets for APUSH that people said were supposedly 100 points per page. I spent my whole Photo period working on it.. lol it's funny how Ms. Doty never told us to do work.
He never collected them.
So this is stressing, because our sandwich prints were technically due today for a critique on Wednesday. As I spent the period with APUSH (plus like my whole table who were also doing homework), we were all going to come in during CATS on Wednesday to finish the prints.
I check my Facebook and Sharon says that West Potomac pulled out of the Envirothon Regional competition..!!! :D BUUUT, it would be this Wednesday, 9AM-3PM. I obviously would not be able to do it during CATS that day.
WOW. I just thought of something.. I might as well just do it on Thursday during CATS since I don't have to go anywhere.. this might just work ;P
Uhh, I just re-read this entry and it makes no sense. Oh well, it's just to log my day. It will make sense to me. Haha..
P.S. "Based on contemporary grading data the authors collected from 160 schools, the average G.P.A. at private colleges and universities today is 3.3. At public schools, it is 3.0." -Yahoo! article. THIS IS A LIE. lol :P