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My name is AnaSara Rojas. You can find me on Facebook, Twitter, Foursquare, Gowalla, Digg, Last.fm, Soundcloud, Flickr, Instagram, Goodreads, Vimeo, Netflix, Wordpress, Posterous and Tumblr, among others.
wild child and her lost daughter
This mix began with the premise that NELL and Daughter should do a collaboration, and something ended up being based on the theme of love…of the frequently depressing type.
Years ago, when House of Leaves was first being passed around, it was nothing more than a badly bundled heap of paper, parts of which would occasionally surface on the Internet. No one could have anticipated the small but devoted following this terrifying story would soon command. Starting with an odd assortment of marginalized youth — musicians, tattoo artists, programmers, strippers, environmentalists, and adrenaline junkies — the book eventually made its way into the hands of older generations, who not only found themselves in those strangely arranged pages but also discovered a way back into the lives of their estranged children.
Now, for the first time, this astonishing novel is made available in book form, complete with the original colored words, vertical footnotes, and newly added second and third appendices.
The story remains unchanged, focusing on a young family that moves into a small home on Ash Tree Lane where they discover something is terribly wrong: their house is bigger on the inside than it is on the outside.
Of course, neither Pulitzer Prize-winning photojournalist Will Navidson nor his companion Karen Green was prepared to face the consequences of that impossibility, until the day their two little children wandered off and their voices eerily began to return another story — of creature darkness, of an ever-growing abyss behind a closet door, and of that unholy growl which soon enough would tear through their walls and consume all their dreams.
Once, in the depths of prehistory, they were human. But in a moment of brutal transfiguration, they became unkin, beings who possessed the power to alter reality by accessing the Vellum: a realm of eternity containing every possibility, every paradox, every heaven … and every hell. The Vellum became a battleground where forces of order and chaos fought across time and space. The ultimate weapon in that bloody war spanning through history and myth, dreams and memory, was The Book of All Hours, a legendary tome within which the blueprint for all reality is inscribed, a volume long lost amid the infinite folds of the Vellum.
Until, in 2017, it was found by Reynard Carter, a young man with the blood of unkin in his veins.
Until Phreedom Messenger and her brother, Thomas, were swept up in an archetypal dance of death and rebirth.
Until a hermit named Seamus Finnan found the courage to re-forge his broken soul, and a self-proclaimed angel called Metatron unleashed a plague of AI bitmites.
Now, in the aftermath of the apocalypse, several survivors search desperately for the remnants of themselves scattered across the Vellum like torn pages, determined to use the blood of the unkin to rewrite The Book of All Hours, and to forge a new destiny for themselves and all humanity. Reality will never be the same.
With his stunning debut novel, Vellum, Hal Duncan shattered the boundaries between genres. Fantasy, or science fiction, Vellum shocked with the boldness of its ideas, seduced with the sensual beauty of its prose, and astonished with its imaginative sweep. Now Duncan returns with another epic tour de force that surpasses all expectations.
It’s 2017 and angels and demons walk the earth. Once they were human; now they are unkin, transformed by the ancient machine-code language of reality itself. They seek The Book of All Hours, the mythical tome within which the blueprint for all reality is transcribed, which has been lost somewhere in the Vellum–the vast realm of eternity upon which our world is a mere scratch.
The Vellum, where the unkin are gathering for war.
The Vellum, where a fallen angel and a renegade devil are about to settle an age-old feud.
The Vellum, where the past, present, and future will collide with ancient worlds and myths.
And the Vellum will burn… .
An extraordinary, incendiary debut from a rare new talent, Vellum showcases a complex and sophisticated level of writing coupled with a fecund imagination that defies description.
It’s been three years since the devastating accident … three years since Mia walked out of Adam’s life forever. Now living on opposite coasts, Mia is Juilliard’s rising star and Adam is LA tabloid fodder, thanks to his new rock star status and celebrity girlfriend. When Adam gets stuck in New York by himself, chance brings the couple together again, for one last night. As they explore the city that has become Mia’s home, Adam and Mia revisit the past and open their hearts to the future-and each other. Told from Adam’s point of view in the spare, lyrical prose that defined If I Stay, Where She Went explores the devastation of grief, the promise of new hope, and the flame of rekindled romance.
In a single moment, everything changes. Seventeen year-old Mia has no memory of the accident; she can only recall riding along the snow-wet Oregon road with her family. Then, in a blink, she finds herself watching as her own damaged body is taken from the wreck… A sophisticated, layered, and heartachingly beautiful story about the power of family and friends, the choices we all make—and the ultimate choice Mia commands.
The world-weary vampire Lestat is recruited by the biblical Devil, Memnoch, to help fight a cruel and negligent God. Lestat witnesses a retelling of the Creation story from the point of view of the fallen angel, who blames his damnation on his refusal to accept human suffering as part of God’s divine plan. Lestat, whose poignant personal crisis of faith is mirrored in Memnoch’s travails, becomes a passive observer, dragged along on trips to Heaven and Hell before being returned to Earth to relate what he has witnessed.
Rice has made a career out of humanizing creatures of supernatural horror, and in this fifth book of her Vampire Chronicles she requests sympathy for the Devil, boldly probing the significance of death, belief in the afterlife and other spiritual matters.
It’s 1996, and Josh and Emma have been neighbors their whole lives. They’ve been best friends almost as long - at least, up until last November, when Josh did something that changed everything. Things have been weird between them ever since, but when Josh’s family gets a free AOL CD in the mail,his mom makes him bring it over so that Emma can install it on her new computer. When they sign on, they’re automatically logged onto their Facebook pages. But Facebook hasn’t been invented yet. And they’re looking at themselves fifteen years in the future.
By refreshing their pages, they learn that making different decisions now will affect the outcome of their lives later. And as they grapple with the ups and downs of what their futures hold, they’re forced to confront what they’re doing right - and wrong - in the present.
Clay Jensen returns home from school to find a strange package with his name on it lying on his porch. Inside he discovers several cassette tapes recorded by Hannah Baker - his classmate and crush - who committed suicide two weeks earlier. Hannah’s voice tells him that there are thirteen reasons why she decided to end her life. Clay is one of them. If he listens, he’ll find out why. Clay spends the night crisscrossing his town with Hannah as his guide. He becomes a firsthand witness to Hannah’s pain, and learns the truth about himself-a truth he never wanted to face.
Matty, who has lived in Village with the blind Seer since running away from an abusive childhood, is looking forward to receiving his true name, which he hopes will be Messenger. But he is deeply unsettled by what is going on. He has discovered his own power to heal others and learned of disturbing changes within his community. Under the gentle guidance of Leader, who arrived in Village on a red sled as a young boy and who has the power of Seeing Beyond, the citizens have always welcomed newcomers, especially those who are disabled. But a sinister force is at work, which has prompted them to close admission to outsiders. Also, it seems that Matty’s beloved Mentor has been trading away parts of his inner self in order to become more attractive to Stocktender’s widow. When the date for the close of the border is decided, Matty must make one more trip through the increasingly sinister Forest to bring back Seer’s daughter, the gifted weaver Kira. On the return journey, Matty must decide if he should use his healing but self-destructive power to reverse the inexorable decline of Forest, Village, and its people.
Kira, an orphan with a twisted leg, lives in a world where the weak are cast aside. When she is given a task that no other community member can carry out, Kira soon realizes that she is surrounded by many mysteries and secrets. No one must know of her plans to uncover the truth about her world—and to find out what exists beyond it.
Twelve-year-old Jonas lives in a seemingly ideal world. Not until he is given his life assignment as the Receiver does he begin to understand the dark secrets behind this fragile community.
Startling, unusual, and irresistibly readable, Among Others is at once the compelling story of a young woman struggling to escape a troubled childhood, a brilliant diary of first encounters with the great novels of modern fantasy and science fiction, and a spellbinding tale of escape from ancient enchantment.
As a child growing up in Wales, Morwenna played among the spirits who made their homes in industrial ruins. But her mind found freedom in the science fiction novels that were her closest companions. When her half-mad mother tried to bend the spirits to dark ends, Mori was forced to confront her in a magical battle that left her crippled—and her twin sister dead.
Fleeing to a father whom she barely knew, Mori was sent to boarding school in England—a place all but devoid of true magic. There, she tempted fate by doing magic herself, in an attempt to find a circle of like-minded friends. But her magic also drew the attention of her mother, bringing about a reckoning that could no longer be put off….
Combining elements of autobiography with flights of imagination, this is a stunning new novel by an author whose genius has already been hailed by dozens of her peers.
Mackie Doyle is The Replacement - left in the crib of a human baby sixteen years ago. He has been raised among us. But he is not one of us. Now, he must face the dark creatures of the slag heaps from which he came and find his rightful place - in our world or theirs.
“Unsettling villains and intriguing moral ambivalence make this effort shockingly original and …breathtaking.” - Booklist, starred review
“Even after finishing the book, readers will be left with the eerie sensation that … the true darkness has yet to abate.” - BCCB, starred review
“Well-developed characters, a fascinating Fairy Court, an exciting story line, wicked cover art …this book has the makings of a success.” - Publishers Weekly
“A fast-paced, dark delicacy.” - Kirkus Reviews
Everything is made of steel, even the flowers. How can you love anything in a place like this?
Daphne is the half-demon, half-fallen angel daughter of Lucifer and Lilith. Life for her is an endless expanse of time, until her brother Obie is kidnapped - and Daphne realizes she may be partially responsible. Determined to find him, Daphne travels from her home in Pandemonium to the vast streets of Earth, where everything is colder and more terrifying. With the help of the human boy she believes was the last person to see her brother alive, Daphne glimpses into his dreams, discovering clues to Obie’s whereabouts. As she delves deeper into her demonic powers, she must navigate the jealousies and alliances of the violent archangels who stand in her way. But she also discovers, unexpectedly, what it means to love and be human in a world where human is the hardest thing to be.
This second novel by rising star Brenna Yovanoff is a story of identity, discovery, and a troubled love between two people struggling to find their place both in our world and theirs.
The bear s hat is gone, and he wants it back. Patiently and politely, he asks the animals he comes across, one by one, whether they have seen it. Each animal says no, some more elaborately than others. But just as the bear begins to despond, a deer comes by and asks a simple question that sparks the bear s memory and renews his search with a vengeance. Told completely in dialogue, this delicious take on the classic repetitive tale plays out in sly illustrations laced with visual humor and winks at the reader with a wry irreverence that will have kids of all ages thrilled to be in on the joke.
From a prizewinning young writer, a brilliant and inventive story of love, lies, and inspiration.
Fairy-tale romances end with a wedding, and the fairy tales don’t get complicated. In this book, the celebrated writer Mr. Fox can’t stop himself from killing off the heroines of his novels, and neither can his wife, Daphne. It’s not until Mary, his muse, comes to life and transforms him from author into subject that his story begins to unfold differently.
Mary challenges Mr. Fox to join her in stories of their own devising; and in different times and places, the two of them seek each other, find each other, thwart each other, and try to stay together, even when the roles they inhabit seem to forbid it. Their adventures twist the fairy tale into nine variations, exploding and teasing conventions of genre and romance, and each iteration explores the fears that come with accepting a lifelong bond. Meanwhile, Daphne becomes convinced that her husband is having an affair, and finds her way into Mary and Mr. Fox’s game. And so Mr. Fox is offered a choice: Will it be a life with the girl of his dreams, or a life with an all-too-real woman who delights him more than he cares to admit?
The extraordinarily gifted Helen Oyeyemi has written a love story like no other. Mr. Fox is a magical book, endlessly inventive, as witty and charming as it is profound in its truths about how we learn to be with one another.
Ten stories of horror and science fiction from Japan’s hottest young author. In one story, the last man on Earth turns out to be a robot. In another story, a man builds a house from the bodies of his murder victims. And in the book’s eponymous story, a man sees his girlfriend’s corpse decompose… one Polaroid snapshot at a time!
Otsuichi won the Sixth Jump Short Fiction/Nonfiction Prize when he was seventeen with his debut story “Summer, Fireworks, and My Corpse.” Now recognized as one of the most talented young fantasy/horror writers in Japan, his other English-language works include the short story collection Calling You and the Honkaku Mystery Prize-winning novel Goth.
Twenty-four-year-old Veronika seems to have everything — youth and beauty, boyfriends and a loving family, a fulfilling job. But something is missing in her life. So, one cold November morning, she takes a handful of sleeping pills expecting never to wake up. But she does — at a mental hospital where she is told that she has only days to live.
Inspired by events in Coelho’s own life, Veronika Decides to Die questions the meaning of madness and celebrates individuals who do not fit into patterns society considers to be normal. Bold and illuminating, it is a dazzling portrait of a young woman at the crossroads of despair and liberation, and a poetic, exuberant appreciation of each day as a renewed opportunity.
Enchanting stories about the evolution of the universe, with characters that are fashioned from mathematical formulae and cellular structures. “Naturally, we were all there, - old Qfwfq said, - where else could we have been? Nobody knew then that there could be space. Or time either: what use did we have for time, packed in there like sardines?” Translated by William Weaver. A Helen and Kurt Wolff Book
Before the Civil War, there lived in Louisiana, people unique in Southern history. For though they were descended from African slaves, they were also descended from the French and Spanish who enslaved them. In this dazzling historical novel, Anne Rice chronicles four of these so-called Free People of Color—men and women caught periolously between the worlds of master and slave, privilege and oppression, passion and pain.
“Anne Rice seems to be at home everywhere….She makes us believe everything she sees.”
THE NEW YORK TIMES
2 cups flour
4 tsp. baking powder
2/3 cup milk or cream
½ tsp. salt
4 tbsp. fat
Mix dry ingredients. Cut in shortening until mixture resembles crumbs. Add milk all at once and stir hard until mixture leaves sides of bowl and sticks to spoon. Roll to desired thickness and bake on greased and floured pan at 450° for 10-12 minutes.
1 cup heavy cream 2 cups flour 1 tsp. salt 2 eggs ½ tsp. baking powder Sift flour, salt, and baking powder into mixing bowl. Make well and add other ingredients. Mix well; add bits of flour if dough is too soft to handle. Roll thinly out on floured board, cut into strips, cut slit in centre and pull half of roll kuchen through slit. This makes a lovely crisp cookie, but not too hard. Fry in deep, hot oil. Best served with watermelon on a hot summer day.
2 pkg. yeast
½ cup warm water
1½ cups milk
5 tbsp. shortening
2 cups bran
2 eggs
2 tsp. salt
white flour to knead
Mix yeast with water. Let stand. [Proceed as for normal bread. After dough has risen, shape into buns and let proof for 30 minutes. Bake in moderate oven for 20 minutes. Check occasionally until buns are done.]
4 cups scalded milk
3 tbsp. salt
2 eggs, beaten
1½ yeast cakes
2 lbs. raisins
¾ lb. Crisco or butter
¼ cup sugar
½ cup lukewarm water
about 12 cups flour
Mix as in standard bread recipe. Let rise until doubled in bulk. Make small loaves and bake 45 minutes in 350° oven.
2 pkg. yeast
1 cup warm water
1 cup scalded milk
6 tbsp. margarine
1 cup sugar
3 eggs
½ tsp. salt
flour to make soft dough
Put yeast in warm water, set aside. Scald milk and add to margarine. Mix together sugar, salt, and eggs. Mix milk mixture, sugar mixture and yeast together. Add flour to make soft dough; knead. Let rise 2 hours. Roll out ¼ inch thick in square or rectangle shape. Brush with melted margarine; add brown sugar, cinnamon and raisins (if desired). Roll up and cut into 1-1 ½ inch pieces. Bake at 375° for 20-25 minutes.
6 pkg. yeast
3-3½ cups sugar
12 eggs
½ cup lard
1 tsp. salt
½ cup margarine
juice and rind of 2 lemons and 2 oranges
4 cups scalded milk
8 cups flour
Soften yeast in 1 cup warm water and 2 tsp. sugar. Beat eggs well, add sugar gradually and beat until dissolved. Sift flour and salt together; make well in centre and add scalded milk. Stir and add the egg mixture, beat well. Add softened margarine and fruit juices and rind. Now add yeast mixture and knead as you do sweet buns, adding flour as you need it. Let rise in a warm place; when light, punch and let rise until double in bulk. Grease pie plates and fill 1/3 with dough. Let rise until light and bake in 250°-300° oven for 25-30 minutes.
2 pkg. yeast 1 cup warm water 1 cup scalded milk 1 cup sugar ½ tsp. salt 6 tbsp. margarine 5 eggs juice and rind from one lemon flour to soften dough Put yeast into warm water, set aside. Scald milk and add margarine. Mix together sugar, salt, eggs, and lemon rind and juice. Mix together milk mixture, sugar mixture and yeast. Add flour to make dough soft, knead. Let rise two hours. Roll out ¼ inch thick in a square or rectangular shape. Beat one egg and spread on dough. Mix sugar with poppy seeds and spread over dough. Roll up; brush margarine on top of roll. Bake at 375° for 20-25 minutes.
1 pkg. yeast (2 tbsp.)
2 tbsp. salt
½ cup warm water
1½ cups milk
1 tbsp. salt
2 eggs
1 cup lard
1½ cups potato or plain water
6-8 cups warmed flour
Prepare yeast in ½ cup lukewarm water with sugar for 15 minutes. Warm milk; add lard and salt, then add to warmed flour. Knead until smooth. Cover and let sit in warm place to rise until doubled.
Now form buns, setting a little bun firmly on top of medium bun on greased pan. Let rise again until double in bulk. Bake in oven at 400° for 15 minutes.
3 eggs
½ cup milk
4 tbsp. cereal cream
½ cup flour
½ tsp. salt
Combine all ingredients except eggs into a smooth dough. Beat eggs and fold into dough. Put 2 tbsp. oil in frying pan and heat. Fry egg mixture, cutting and turning until brown on both sides. Some prefer ruehrei in larger chunks, other finer. Serves 2.
¾ cups flour
¼ tsp. salt
1 tbsp. sugar
1 tbsp. melted butter
¾ cup sweet milk (scant)
1 egg, yolk and white beaten separately
1 tsp. baking powder
Sift flour, baking powder, salt, and sugar together. Beat yolk of egg [add butter]; add flour mixture alternately with milk. Just before baking, fold in stiffly beaten egg whites. Use hot griddle. If batter is too thick increase milk to1 cup. Serves one.
2¼ cups flour
½ tsp. salt
3 tbsp. butter
3 egg whites, beaten
2 tsp. baking powder
3 egg yolks
milk to make a thin batter
Sift dry ingredients. Make well and add egg yolks, melted butter and milk. Beat until smooth. Fold in stiffly beaten egg whites.
White sauce for waffles:
2 cups milk
3 tbsp. flour
Sugar to taste
Bring milk to boil. Mix flour with milk to make a thin paste. Add to hot milk and stir until thick. Add sugar. Serve over waffles.
1 qt. buttermilk
4 qt. milk
1½ cups pearl barley
Heat milk, add pearl barley. Cook gently until done. Serve cold with rich milk poured over cooked barley.
2 lbs. soup bone
2 qt. cold water
2 carrots, cut (optional)
1 medium head cabbage, finely chopped
2 medium potatoes, cubed
1 medium onion, minced
1 tsp. salt
1 small bay leaf
1½ tbsp. parsley, chopped
dash of pepper
1-1½ cups tomatoes
½ cup heavy cream or evaporated milk
small handful of dill, tied together with string
Boil the soup bone and water together for at least 1½ hours. Add more water as it boils away to make 2 qt. soup broth before adding vegetables. Add seasoning and all vegetables except tomatoes, cooking until done. Once done, add tomatoes and bring just to a boil. Add cream just before serving.
2 qt. soup stock from smoked ham
2 medium onion, diced
6 cups green beans, finely cut
1½ cups diced potatoes
fresh parsley
fresh summer savoury, tied into bunch
carrots
Add vegetables to soup stock; simmer until vegetable are well done, about 1 hour. 10 minutes before serving, add finely shredded parsley and savoury (savoury is removed just before serving). Add 2-3 tbsp. sour cream before serving.
the house being sold;
we pulled up the countless bulbs
of past tulip springs
it’s the smaller things
that must be attended to
after a departure
behind your sharp pain
spanning not even words; I
am left with nothing
the day when you cried
that was the day that they came
to take me away
all of these cold trees
frozen fingered branches graze
the sides of the train
i ride on into
the night; this silent train car:
lonely night vigil
you speak this white space
vigorous debate in blank
our spirits hold thoughts
What we killed, we loved
What we loved, we ate: devoured
Silent; in pieces.